Updations
The long and short of it:
ISU is not a good fit for me, but I'm kind of resigned. Just some hoops that must be jumped through.
Back at Bath & Body Works for the holiday season and would not mind staying on during the school year as do not feel am being challenged academically so my time must otherwise be taken up.
(Also do not like semesters though I do enjoy texting during geology).
Was planning on going to class for Paramedic, but the cancelation of that class has pushed that thought off yet again. Furthermore, have yet to hear back from any service that I've applied to. EMT-Basic market is quasi-flooded at the moment. Am coming to possible conclusion of "this might just be the wrong time in my life" to pursue such goals.
Merge, the Wesley Foundation (UMC ministry), is the only thing really tying me to campus.
Mike and I are reading Othello. He's looking at going to IWU.
Realizing that I cannot fiscally move out any time soon, potentially next fall, maybe.
Also realizing that I won't be going back to camp next summer.
Boss (from camp) has had her baby. Adorable.
Getting to know some people better.
Up to 85 people on my "game," the one where I count people I know walking across ISU campus. Number 100 will get either ice cream or coffee.
Only writing project I am currently pursuing is my NaNoWriMo which I intend to finish by the end of break. It's helping me work through the some of the "what is going on with my life?" things, actually, now that I look at it.
My grandfather has been sick. Worried.
Am overall okay. Just not where I want to be, precisely. But this is an uncertain time. I have a direction--some roadblocks, yes, but nothing impossible . This period is simply what it is and I have to allow some things to just happen rather than attempt to control everything. So, in essence, I guess I've learned a thing or two about myself this term at any rate. Adjusting and resignation is done. Time to start looking up in a new year.
Will also hopefully beg for an explanation on how to get stories up on LJ, but not before I read and consider other pieces up.
ISU is not a good fit for me, but I'm kind of resigned. Just some hoops that must be jumped through.
Back at Bath & Body Works for the holiday season and would not mind staying on during the school year as do not feel am being challenged academically so my time must otherwise be taken up.
(Also do not like semesters though I do enjoy texting during geology).
Was planning on going to class for Paramedic, but the cancelation of that class has pushed that thought off yet again. Furthermore, have yet to hear back from any service that I've applied to. EMT-Basic market is quasi-flooded at the moment. Am coming to possible conclusion of "this might just be the wrong time in my life" to pursue such goals.
Merge, the Wesley Foundation (UMC ministry), is the only thing really tying me to campus.
Mike and I are reading Othello. He's looking at going to IWU.
Realizing that I cannot fiscally move out any time soon, potentially next fall, maybe.
Also realizing that I won't be going back to camp next summer.
Boss (from camp) has had her baby. Adorable.
Getting to know some people better.
Up to 85 people on my "game," the one where I count people I know walking across ISU campus. Number 100 will get either ice cream or coffee.
Only writing project I am currently pursuing is my NaNoWriMo which I intend to finish by the end of break. It's helping me work through the some of the "what is going on with my life?" things, actually, now that I look at it.
My grandfather has been sick. Worried.
Am overall okay. Just not where I want to be, precisely. But this is an uncertain time. I have a direction--some roadblocks, yes, but nothing impossible . This period is simply what it is and I have to allow some things to just happen rather than attempt to control everything. So, in essence, I guess I've learned a thing or two about myself this term at any rate. Adjusting and resignation is done. Time to start looking up in a new year.
Will also hopefully beg for an explanation on how to get stories up on LJ, but not before I read and consider other pieces up.