Gee, thanks.
I'm really not sure what I should be doing anymore. There's a lot of things that are just... wrong. There's no better way to describe it. The way I am is wrong (fixable), the way others are is wrong (possibly fixable, but difficult), the situation is wrong (fixable by getting out of the situation). I'm rather frustrated. But it's the same old story, again and again and again, so I'll spare the boring details, and completely switch topics. Distractions, hooray.
Time Started: 11:09
Full Name: That's a bit much... I'll tell you this - I'm NMG.
*FAVORITES*
Kind of pants: I usually wear jeans, but I really like wearing certain sweat pants too.
Number: 12
Animal: Monkey, probably
Drink: Water
Month: August?
Juice: OJ
Breakfast: belgian waffle with fruit topping
Favorite cartoon character: Cool McCool
*Have You Ever...*
Have you ever given anyone a bath? my cousin when she was 2
Smoked? second hand, sadly
Make yourself throw-up? no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Eaten a dog? no
Put your tongue on a frozen pole? yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry? I haven't cried because of the love specifically, but because of their pain or my loss of them.
Broken a bone: sort of - the doctor wasn't sure if there was a hairline fracture because cartilage was blocking his view in the x-ray so he stuck a cast on me just in case
Played truth or dare: yes
Been in a physical fight: not a real one
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: yes
Came close to dying: if you count before I remember, then yes
Been in a hot tub: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: dozed thanks to the wonderful joys of old british professors.
Ran away: from home, no; from life, yes
Broken someone's heart: i can't imagine so, no
Cried when someone died: yes, very much so
Cried in school: yes (see above)
Fell off your chair: yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yes
Saved AIM conversations: all of them in recent years
Saved e-mails: yes
Used someone? sort of - I'm manipulative, but I haven't used someone in the way you probably mean.
Been cheated on? no
*What is...*
Your good luck charm? a piece of cloth left for me by my grandmother
New fav. song? not sure
What's your room like? very small and crowded, but livable; the other room I live in, on the other hand, is very open and big and doesn't have enough of my things in it
Last thing you ate: pillow mint
What kind of shampoo do you use? head and shoulders or knock-off head and shoulders
*Did you ever get..?*
Chicken pox: yes
Sore Throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: no
*Do you.*
Like picnics? yes - assuming there is company
Like school: not necessarily as an institution, but I enjoy having easy access to knowledge and resources and others who have knowledge and can help me obtain knowledge
*Question*
Who was the last person that called you? my mother
Who makes you smile the most out of your friends? it depends on the situation - lately, i've been smiling less.
*Who*
Did you last yell at?: probably my mother
Broke your heart: well, it's still not broken to my knowledge... but I was recently very sad about my father, if that counts
Who's your loudest friend? I'm probably louder than most of my friends, actually
Do you like filling these out: they keep me occupied
Do you like yourself: on most occassions
Do you get along with your family: often
*Are You...*
Obsessive? about some things
Compulsive? about some things
*Final Questions*
What are you listening to right now? Solla Sollew
What did you do yesterday? work, picked someone up from the airport, hung out with said person, sleep
Hated someone in your family? not hate specifically, but there have been times where I have been very angry with people in my family
Gotten any awards?: just silly stuff
Want to get marrried? I usually feel no but in the back of my mind, probably
Good Driver: I think so
Good Singer: I like to think that I'm not a bad singer
Have a lava lamp: not anymore :(
How many remote controls are in your house? in this house, just two or three. in the other house, probably upwards of twenty
Are you double jointed? I think so? Is that the reason I can pop my shoulder out and back in?
What do you dream about? lately, things that should not be thought of... :(
Scary or Funny movies: I've seen very few scary movies and very few of the new typical type of funny movies, so I couldn't tell you
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: both are tasty, depending on situation.
Skiing or Boarding: I've never done either, unless you mean playing board games, not snowboarding :P
Summer or winter: I like them both a lot, but winter has my birthday so I guess that
Silver or Gold: silvers
Diamond or pearl: of the two, diamond
Sprite or 7up: sprite I guess, but preferably neither
Coffee or tea: coffee
Phone or in person: in person.
Indoor or outdoor: fresh air, please
*Today did you...*
1. Talk to someone you liked: yes
2. Bought something: food
3. Get sick: no
4. Sing: yes
*Last person who....*
10. Slept in your bed: me
11. Saw/heard you cry: my cousins, probably... Saturday was really difficult
12. Made you cry: Um... my deceased family friend looked like my deceased father and that made me cry... you decide
13. Went to the movies with: I don't even know, it's been a really long time
14. You went to the mall with: same thing as above...
15. Said "I Love You" ? to me? my mother
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? considering the last pet I had was a hamster, no
17. Been to Vegas? no
18. Been to Mexico? no
19. Been to Canada: yes
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now? sort of
22. What book are you reading now? Requiem for the Sun
23. Best feeling in the world: being happy
24: Where did this question go? It's right here.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: more than one
26. What's under your bed: the frame
27. Favorite sport to watch: hockey, football
28. Favorite Locations: anywhere but where I am, usually
29. Piercing/Tattoos: 2 piercings per ear
30. What are you most scared of right now: nothing that I can think of
31. Who do you really hate? I don't really hate anyone, just severely dislike
32. Do you have a job: I am a lab monkey
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with: by others' standards, yes
35. Have you ever cried? yes, duh
36. Are you lonely right now: yes
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: the one I'm listening to
42. Have you ever been on radio/tv? on stupid school related tv things
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yes
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you? mhmm
*Random*
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex? gender
Your Favorite Food? an indian food I can't spell
Do you smoke? never
Hair color? "black"
Are you too shy to ask someone out? no
Hugs or Kisses: hugs are more comforting
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? all are good
Dogs or cats? dogs
Favorite Flower? spider mums, roses, and one other kind I can never remember the name of
Have you ever fired a gun? no
Do you like to travel? generally
How many pillows do you sleep with? one or two
Time Ended: 1:35
Time Started: 11:09
Full Name: That's a bit much... I'll tell you this - I'm NMG.
*FAVORITES*
Kind of pants: I usually wear jeans, but I really like wearing certain sweat pants too.
Number: 12
Animal: Monkey, probably
Drink: Water
Month: August?
Juice: OJ
Breakfast: belgian waffle with fruit topping
Favorite cartoon character: Cool McCool
*Have You Ever...*
Have you ever given anyone a bath? my cousin when she was 2
Smoked? second hand, sadly
Make yourself throw-up? no
Gone skinny dipping: no
Eaten a dog? no
Put your tongue on a frozen pole? yes
Loved someone so much it made you cry? I haven't cried because of the love specifically, but because of their pain or my loss of them.
Broken a bone: sort of - the doctor wasn't sure if there was a hairline fracture because cartilage was blocking his view in the x-ray so he stuck a cast on me just in case
Played truth or dare: yes
Been in a physical fight: not a real one
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: yes
Came close to dying: if you count before I remember, then yes
Been in a hot tub: yes
Swam in the ocean: yes
Fallen asleep in school: dozed thanks to the wonderful joys of old british professors.
Ran away: from home, no; from life, yes
Broken someone's heart: i can't imagine so, no
Cried when someone died: yes, very much so
Cried in school: yes (see above)
Fell off your chair: yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yes
Saved AIM conversations: all of them in recent years
Saved e-mails: yes
Used someone? sort of - I'm manipulative, but I haven't used someone in the way you probably mean.
Been cheated on? no
*What is...*
Your good luck charm? a piece of cloth left for me by my grandmother
New fav. song? not sure
What's your room like? very small and crowded, but livable; the other room I live in, on the other hand, is very open and big and doesn't have enough of my things in it
Last thing you ate: pillow mint
What kind of shampoo do you use? head and shoulders or knock-off head and shoulders
*Did you ever get..?*
Chicken pox: yes
Sore Throat: yes
Stitches: no
Broken nose: no
*Do you.*
Like picnics? yes - assuming there is company
Like school: not necessarily as an institution, but I enjoy having easy access to knowledge and resources and others who have knowledge and can help me obtain knowledge
*Question*
Who was the last person that called you? my mother
Who makes you smile the most out of your friends? it depends on the situation - lately, i've been smiling less.
*Who*
Did you last yell at?: probably my mother
Broke your heart: well, it's still not broken to my knowledge... but I was recently very sad about my father, if that counts
Who's your loudest friend? I'm probably louder than most of my friends, actually
Do you like filling these out: they keep me occupied
Do you like yourself: on most occassions
Do you get along with your family: often
*Are You...*
Obsessive? about some things
Compulsive? about some things
*Final Questions*
What are you listening to right now? Solla Sollew
What did you do yesterday? work, picked someone up from the airport, hung out with said person, sleep
Hated someone in your family? not hate specifically, but there have been times where I have been very angry with people in my family
Gotten any awards?: just silly stuff
Want to get marrried? I usually feel no but in the back of my mind, probably
Good Driver: I think so
Good Singer: I like to think that I'm not a bad singer
Have a lava lamp: not anymore :(
How many remote controls are in your house? in this house, just two or three. in the other house, probably upwards of twenty
Are you double jointed? I think so? Is that the reason I can pop my shoulder out and back in?
What do you dream about? lately, things that should not be thought of... :(
Scary or Funny movies: I've seen very few scary movies and very few of the new typical type of funny movies, so I couldn't tell you
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.
Root beer or Dr. Pepper: both are tasty, depending on situation.
Skiing or Boarding: I've never done either, unless you mean playing board games, not snowboarding :P
Summer or winter: I like them both a lot, but winter has my birthday so I guess that
Silver or Gold: silvers
Diamond or pearl: of the two, diamond
Sprite or 7up: sprite I guess, but preferably neither
Coffee or tea: coffee
Phone or in person: in person.
Indoor or outdoor: fresh air, please
*Today did you...*
1. Talk to someone you liked: yes
2. Bought something: food
3. Get sick: no
4. Sing: yes
*Last person who....*
10. Slept in your bed: me
11. Saw/heard you cry: my cousins, probably... Saturday was really difficult
12. Made you cry: Um... my deceased family friend looked like my deceased father and that made me cry... you decide
13. Went to the movies with: I don't even know, it's been a really long time
14. You went to the mall with: same thing as above...
15. Said "I Love You" ? to me? my mother
16. Ever been in a fight with your pet? considering the last pet I had was a hamster, no
17. Been to Vegas? no
18. Been to Mexico? no
19. Been to Canada: yes
21. Do you have a crush on someone right now? sort of
22. What book are you reading now? Requiem for the Sun
23. Best feeling in the world: being happy
24: Where did this question go? It's right here.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: more than one
26. What's under your bed: the frame
27. Favorite sport to watch: hockey, football
28. Favorite Locations: anywhere but where I am, usually
29. Piercing/Tattoos: 2 piercings per ear
30. What are you most scared of right now: nothing that I can think of
31. Who do you really hate? I don't really hate anyone, just severely dislike
32. Do you have a job: I am a lab monkey
33. Have you ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with: by others' standards, yes
35. Have you ever cried? yes, duh
36. Are you lonely right now: yes
38. Song that's stuck in your head right now: the one I'm listening to
42. Have you ever been on radio/tv? on stupid school related tv things
43. Have you ever been in a mosh-pit: yes
44. Ever liked someone, but thought they never noticed you? mhmm
*Random*
Whats the first things you notice about the opposite sex? gender
Your Favorite Food? an indian food I can't spell
Do you smoke? never
Hair color? "black"
Are you too shy to ask someone out? no
Hugs or Kisses: hugs are more comforting
Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? all are good
Dogs or cats? dogs
Favorite Flower? spider mums, roses, and one other kind I can never remember the name of
Have you ever fired a gun? no
Do you like to travel? generally
How many pillows do you sleep with? one or two
Time Ended: 1:35