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so things with kevin have been really good lately. for a while i had thought about ending it, but i talked to my friend elsa and she said that if i thought he was worth it i shouldn't just give up. i'm glad that i didn't. yes, sometimes it sucks because we aren't in the same city and our schedules are different, but when it's good it's good. for example last night/this morning when he said he's gonna come visit next month! seriously, i have not been able to concentrate all day. i like my accounting class, but i found it hard to pay attention because all i could think about was him. i have never felt this way about a guy. now i know what people mean when they say the world doesn't exist around them because of their significant other. despite the downs, which have only been recently and really are few and far between, the past seven months have been really good with him. anyways, i'm tired, due to lack of sleep. night.