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I'm such a stupid fucking fuck up and everything I do is fucking fuck. I just sit thinking things over too much, blaming myself for it and feeling like shit. I can't do anything fucking right. I wish I was someone else... I hate how I am. I don't know what I can do this mood won't pass. I keep thinking maybe going away to uni will help but I'm not so sure anymore. In mexico I felt so much better... maybe I do need to get away from everything and everyone. I just can't be happy and when I am I manage to fuck up coz I'm a stupid stupid dumb fuck.