and i can finally say, 'scene'
Hello people. The weekend is finally over. I know, why would one want the weekend to be over? Sometimes they just plain ol’ suck. So yeah I went to Salinas to see my grandmamma y my family. But I didn’t realize how much it will affect me I guess is the way to say. Since I was very, very little, every Saturday night was spent at my Sweetie Grandma’s house for dinner. It was my family and my cousins….we used to dress up in my Grandmas clothes and have a fashion show. Now, here I was at a nursing home and She first was able to open her eyes so I knew she knew I was there. Then by the time I left, there was no response. That was most of my weekend
But I did get to have some fun time yesterday. We drove from Salinas to Hollywood. My brother had an Oscar party there. First I got to see people I haven’t seen since I came to college. That was fun. Second it was just nice to relax. We went to the red carpet and saw no one because they had these ugly fences that blocked everything. I did hear people yell that James Bond was there so at least I had hot English meat across the way. But the topper of my weekend had yet to come:
First I was at my bros apt and while walking amd i kinda stubed mt toe where the wal and the carpet met. I felt this horrible pain in my foot and I looked at it. I had a sewing needle halfway in my foot. I had someone pull it out which hurt like a grrrr. But the worse part was that my brother never remembered using sewing needle in this apt so it could have been left there by the previous owners. He never vacuumed grrr. So I spent a long time soaking my foot in rubbing alcohol trying to kill every living foreign cell on my foot. Actually, I must admit if it didn’t hurt when it happened, I think this is kinda hella funny. Second: Then after a long trip from Hollywood to the whales vagina, I thought I was in the all clear. HA. I had to open my mouth and I think I hurt someone I care about. All I can say is that I am sorry,
You know how you get in those moods deconstructing life itself? Well, I rarely get in those moods because they never end well. Well, that was last night. I guess I had to end this week with a bang. What did I learn? Nothing really except that I didn’t change. I am still the same person as I was at the end of high school. I am still painfully shy, but I cover it up by pretending i am out going. I still try everything I know to impress people. This seems to hurt me at the end. But I have been trying to not feel so shy and to realize that I don’t need to impress people. There have been people who changed me over the last two years. And to them I say thank you I guess. There are some who think they screwed me over and that I can never go back to who I was. But trust me, you didn’t. If anything I did that to you. I do truly love you and I hope you can realize that and continue moving down the path without worries about hurting people.
So it’s Monday morning. I should be studying for my bio test which I didn’t touch over the whole weekend. And I missed the lecture Friday and I have to learn about 40 slides about angiosperms. Oh how much fun I shall have.
But I did get to have some fun time yesterday. We drove from Salinas to Hollywood. My brother had an Oscar party there. First I got to see people I haven’t seen since I came to college. That was fun. Second it was just nice to relax. We went to the red carpet and saw no one because they had these ugly fences that blocked everything. I did hear people yell that James Bond was there so at least I had hot English meat across the way. But the topper of my weekend had yet to come:
First I was at my bros apt and while walking amd i kinda stubed mt toe where the wal and the carpet met. I felt this horrible pain in my foot and I looked at it. I had a sewing needle halfway in my foot. I had someone pull it out which hurt like a grrrr. But the worse part was that my brother never remembered using sewing needle in this apt so it could have been left there by the previous owners. He never vacuumed grrr. So I spent a long time soaking my foot in rubbing alcohol trying to kill every living foreign cell on my foot. Actually, I must admit if it didn’t hurt when it happened, I think this is kinda hella funny. Second: Then after a long trip from Hollywood to the whales vagina, I thought I was in the all clear. HA. I had to open my mouth and I think I hurt someone I care about. All I can say is that I am sorry,
You know how you get in those moods deconstructing life itself? Well, I rarely get in those moods because they never end well. Well, that was last night. I guess I had to end this week with a bang. What did I learn? Nothing really except that I didn’t change. I am still the same person as I was at the end of high school. I am still painfully shy, but I cover it up by pretending i am out going. I still try everything I know to impress people. This seems to hurt me at the end. But I have been trying to not feel so shy and to realize that I don’t need to impress people. There have been people who changed me over the last two years. And to them I say thank you I guess. There are some who think they screwed me over and that I can never go back to who I was. But trust me, you didn’t. If anything I did that to you. I do truly love you and I hope you can realize that and continue moving down the path without worries about hurting people.
So it’s Monday morning. I should be studying for my bio test which I didn’t touch over the whole weekend. And I missed the lecture Friday and I have to learn about 40 slides about angiosperms. Oh how much fun I shall have.