Feb 27, 2006 14:55
ddo u ever have the feeling that nobody likes you? like every just kinda puts up with you but doesnt realy like you? do you ever feel that you have no true friends, that the few people that do put up with you is for something in return? well ive been feeling like that a lot lately and i mean a LOT. so its been kinda crappy. right now im at the libary (at colony) and i have nobody. i thikn every1 figured out that i was staying after so i could have somebody to at least talk to and they didnt liek that so they started going home after school. and i dont want togo home because whenever im home all that happens is i get yelled at, then i yell back which makes it worse. ohh i have more ppl on my hate list ..yay.ltc and 1st sgt. were pissing me off after school today. i go down there after school to see whats up and they both start tearing into me at the same time. ltc. was complaining about me beard how "i didnt shave" and yet i shaved last night at the ak club. then 1st sgt calls me the wrong name he called me "arron" or however u spell it. and he got mad that i didnt cal him 1st sgt. so screw him. and then ltc. started marking my uiniform grade dwon even more. god i ahet them. anyways theyre kicking me out of here soon so i got to go. i'llbitch more later.
pothead