Late night thinking DOES do some good

Apr 05, 2006 02:23

Me and Joe Kline are having the goofiest conversation right now. haha. It's absolutely ridiculous.

And yes, you're reading this correctly...it is 1:54 in the AM.

And despite all the laughs and good times we're having. I'm somewhat down. Of course, because of the completely ridiculous events of the day, which i don't feel like explaining...and I've just had stuff on my mind tonight...about lots of things.

So tonight, I am expressing myself through letters. haha. I'm such a dork. There's actually not that many. These are just to some people that are connected to events that've been on my mind lately.

Dear Derrin,
I'm so sorry all this has happened lately. I feel like it's all my fault. But I know it's not, but it still feels that way. I love you and I hope this doesn't change the way we are. I love you dude!
Love, Lynnette :)

Dear JOE KLINE,
Our late night conversation...which is still going on as I type this....is grand. Simply grand. haha. I have enjoyed talking about dogs, our boring lives, and the like.
Lynnette :)

Dear Derrin's mom,
I don't understand you. I guess I'm sorry for whatever horrible thing I've done to make you hate me. Whatever...this one's not even worth my time. But religion is a stupid reason to hate someone. Good job on that.
Lynnette

Dear TIFFANY JORDAN,
I'm sorry that I said all that stuff about you in that one post. I don't even remember the real reason I was mad at you. I know it was something with Alex...and of course I wasn't too fond of you cuz of the Derrin thing. But I knew you didn't smell and that you weren't stupid. I actually know you're a really nice person. I was just being mean because at the time it made me feel better, and I just happened to be at my computer and typed it out, which I shouldn't have done. Just wanted to say I'm sorry, even though you hate me now so you probably don't ever read this anyway. We probably still won't talk or whatever, but we never really did to begin with, so I guess it won't be too much of a change. Mmmmmkay.
Sincerely, Lynnette :)

Dear MIA,
I hope you stop having those weird dreams.
Love, Lynnette :)

Dear JOE POE,
I still have your sweatshirt from this summer. Oops.
Lynnette :)

Dear COLTON,
Pick me for Mormon Prom! hahaha.
Lynnette :)

Dear JESSICA MOORE,
I watched Junior Miss the other day and missed you immensely. I like, pulled out all the stuff you made me and gave me. It was awesome I loved it and missed it all over again. I miss being in choir with you too! I love you girly!
Love, Lynnette :)

Dear SELF,
This is a hard time right now. It's actually pretty darn not good at all. Whoever called his mother is low and needs a wake up call to reality. Hopefully one day they'll realize how horrible they are. Even though this early afternoon sucked, your morning and evening weren't half bad. Keep your chin up, because at least you still have a loving family, great friends that are always there for you, the wondrous talents God gave you to share with others, the true and everlasting gospel of Jesus Christ, and a marvelous boyfriend that still loves you despite all these horrible events. Keep thinking of these wonderful blessings and you can make it through. You are not a horrible person. You are a great person that deserves good things. However, with the good comes bad. But somehow you can turn that bad into good things. Just think it over and keep your head up! You have many people that love you. Including me.
Sincerely, Lynnette :)

This post was ended at 2:22. MAKE A WISH!!!

Lynnette :)
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