Been gone too long again

[bobcatlb4205]

I haven't written in this thing in two weeks! Wow! Oh well, people dont read this thing much anyways.So many things have happened in such a short amount of time. My girlfriend and I had so much fun Friday night. We went to eat at Johnny Carino's and it was a lot of fun. After we did that we came back to my house and we watched "The Texas Chainsaw Massacre". What an awesome movie! Lauren was holding on to me the whole time. I thought the movie was kinda funny. There were so many scenes where they had some jokes but they weren't funny. The movie was kinda gory but not too bad. I mean c'mon, this girl sticks a gun into her muth and pulls the trigger and then you see a huge hole where her face should be. The movie is kind of predictable at times. Everyone is in on the killings of the kids, but you really can't put that together until late in the movie. It still is a pretty good movie. After the movie was over, we had 2 hours to ourselves. That was the best two hours of my life so far. We were not bothered by my parents and we were able to talk about things that were on our minds. She opened her heart up to me when we were talking. I couldn't have been happier Friday night. It looks like we are going to try and do the same thing this coming Friday too. At least we are making up for all the time when we couldn't do anything together.

Lauren, I want you to stay open to me. I know that you are afraid about the way you feel about me but you can't do that. You can't be afraid of your feelings for me. I know that we can last for a long time but you can't spend that time worrying about how you feel about me. Lauren, I love you and I know in my heart that my words are true. ~Ryan