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So I'm not very good @this whole writing everyday thing, but oh man has so much been going on! Its only the 2nd week! I have been having a great time, I'm so glad to be back! Except for the classes part...haha. But on the other hand, my best friend @home is going through a really rough time right now, her parents are getting divorced, she surprised me this weekend by coming up to visit, but we only talked briefly about that matter. I want her to know that I'm here for her when she wants to talk, but I have been SO BUSY! I have class 9-12 everyday except Tuesdays and Fridays, then lunch, then psyc, then work, then dinner and then Ping...AHHH! I'm so tired right now, I'm running myself ragged, but I wanted to write a journal tonight bc its important. I have gotten really close to that special someone lately, and im loving it, I dont know if he likes me, I hope he does, because I have never been in a situation like this before, never had a boyfriend, so I really don't know how to approach this situation. I think I'm totally flirting really bad, but I don't want to make it so obvious that he gets turned off by it? I have no idea, and also I am always around all the guys on my floor, and I don't want to single him out when hes with his friends, and I consider them mine too, but I'm pretty sure everyone knows whats going on. I guess I'll just have to not worry about it, I shoulden't be afraid to show my feelings, I like this guy, I have feelings for him, he may not think it, but I do. I would love to take my first step for this, but I'm not sure because I think he may like someone else, the ball is in his court. If nothing happens, I'm just gonna tell him, if he likes me back we can see what we want to do, if not oh well, I still want to be friends. I know this sounds so much like 4th grade, but I cant control it, I have feelings for this guy, I dont know if he knows but I do, now the next step is how to I go about it???