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so, i feel like it's because i wasn't perfect enough.
but then again, what is perfect?
i'm trying to prevent myself from falling into this downward spiral of depression.
hopefully, my strength will reach in and pull me out, then cradle me for a few moments.
it'd be really nice to be comforted. even if it was just for a few minutes.
of course, my mind spews out the usual "such is life" theory and i want to kick it in the balls.
but then again, what is perfect?
i'm trying to prevent myself from falling into this downward spiral of depression.
hopefully, my strength will reach in and pull me out, then cradle me for a few moments.
it'd be really nice to be comforted. even if it was just for a few minutes.
of course, my mind spews out the usual "such is life" theory and i want to kick it in the balls.