confused-sad-depressed
mmmm i'm thinking bad thoughts, and i dont know why..i'm really sad, "Manic Depression?". perhaps, just seems like i'm happy one minute then sad the next, like a rollercoaster, that never ends.
Feels like one of my friend is trying too avoid me...which doesnt feel so good :-(. Everytime i suggest doing something, or hanging out...excuses, reasons. and it all started just rescently maybe, 2-3 weeks. Maybe no friend anymore? i hope not. this friend makes me very happy.
maybe i need too slam my finger in the door, and release some endorphines? maybe some more cutting? Theres always the antidepresent pills laying on my bookshelve.....a full bottle just sitting there... i think about it sometimes, just taking the whole bottle to see what happens, take away the pain.
i think i need too talk too a psychiatrist...get some therapy or something..
Work sucked today, i have too open tommorow.. 7am-3pm.
Feels like one of my friend is trying too avoid me...which doesnt feel so good :-(. Everytime i suggest doing something, or hanging out...excuses, reasons. and it all started just rescently maybe, 2-3 weeks. Maybe no friend anymore? i hope not. this friend makes me very happy.
maybe i need too slam my finger in the door, and release some endorphines? maybe some more cutting? Theres always the antidepresent pills laying on my bookshelve.....a full bottle just sitting there... i think about it sometimes, just taking the whole bottle to see what happens, take away the pain.
i think i need too talk too a psychiatrist...get some therapy or something..
Work sucked today, i have too open tommorow.. 7am-3pm.