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My mom went to school today and told me that I couldn't go to hawaii. She received a call earlier and my old social worker didn't come through for me. She promised shit and never did the paper work on time for the money I was supposed to receive. And my mom would of came through if I had a decent GPA. Apparently I don't so my dad won't let it come out of their pocket that they say i don't deserve cuz of my school work habits and such. And they're probably right, I have fucked up in school big time. But I have also tried changing that...keeping myself out of trouble and getting myself involved with something that I think is pretty cool. And now that i have and have been out of nonesense bullshit...it's taken away from me cuz it's not enough?? :/ This fuckin sucks! I've never been good enough to anyone/anything. (hence my past)
I guess I'll go to practice today to let my coach know or something and see what happens. But I won't go to tumbling tonite. Cuz i do have a soccer game tonite and my dad would much preferred me to go to that than to the gym. Also, I know if it were a thing for soccer instead of cheer he would definitely support me all the way, but cuz it isn't..he's not?? *shrugs*
I'm getting tired of people's bullshit too. David is getting on my nerves. I know I'm a very jealous and over protecting guy when it comes to friends and family. Especially with my sisters. Well one of my sisters goes to middle school and apparently she has a boyfriend. No one would of suspected it cuz she's soooo Innocent and well the kid never calls our house. David #2 (david's other unibrow cousin) goes to middle school too and ratted my sister out to him and his fuckin dumbass bitch comes to tell miguel and my mom. So that got her in trouble. I know I was shocked at first...like wtf you have a boyfriend??? but it's none of their business and they should of just kept quiet, or at least told me since I'm their older brother. And those fuckin unibrows just made it seem like the news of the century. Blah I just wanna kick their asses. After I was over the thought of her having supposedly a boyfriend..cuz she's still denying that it's true. I was like...well you know what? Elvis(david #2) got you in trouble, so I suggest you tell your lil boyfriend to go check him and kick his ass for telling people about it. And she just laughed.
I don't know, everything has been getting to me lately. I have a bad temper :/
Anyway I'm off to go do something about this whole deal of me not going to hawaii :(
p.s.
I just might also go in the shower AGAIN and do my business since someone went on being a selfish person last nite [scoff]
I guess I'll go to practice today to let my coach know or something and see what happens. But I won't go to tumbling tonite. Cuz i do have a soccer game tonite and my dad would much preferred me to go to that than to the gym. Also, I know if it were a thing for soccer instead of cheer he would definitely support me all the way, but cuz it isn't..he's not?? *shrugs*
I'm getting tired of people's bullshit too. David is getting on my nerves. I know I'm a very jealous and over protecting guy when it comes to friends and family. Especially with my sisters. Well one of my sisters goes to middle school and apparently she has a boyfriend. No one would of suspected it cuz she's soooo Innocent and well the kid never calls our house. David #2 (david's other unibrow cousin) goes to middle school too and ratted my sister out to him and his fuckin dumbass bitch comes to tell miguel and my mom. So that got her in trouble. I know I was shocked at first...like wtf you have a boyfriend??? but it's none of their business and they should of just kept quiet, or at least told me since I'm their older brother. And those fuckin unibrows just made it seem like the news of the century. Blah I just wanna kick their asses. After I was over the thought of her having supposedly a boyfriend..cuz she's still denying that it's true. I was like...well you know what? Elvis(david #2) got you in trouble, so I suggest you tell your lil boyfriend to go check him and kick his ass for telling people about it. And she just laughed.
I don't know, everything has been getting to me lately. I have a bad temper :/
Anyway I'm off to go do something about this whole deal of me not going to hawaii :(
p.s.
I just might also go in the shower AGAIN and do my business since someone went on being a selfish person last nite [scoff]