Sleep apnea and anorexia
For the past few nights I've been up really late. At first I chalked it up to the excitement of christmas but now Christmas is past so there goes that theory.
I want to go back to school, but I still have a month or so. I hate my art history teacher for taking my binder, now I worry that it won't be there when I get back. It still had a bunch of crap in it from last semester and I really wanted to clean it out before I went back, but no.
Also, I've abandoned my usual New Year's resolution in favor of one that could ultimately damage my health but I've become obsessed with losing weight. I just keep seeing all these obese people around here and think, "I don't want to get like that."
I miss being skinny, and my ultimate sick goal is to be the least weight my height can handle if not a few pounds underweight. Is that so wrong? It'll probably never happen, but it's something for my demented mind to shoot for....149 by the end of the school year.
I got called in to take over some dumbass's shift again. I swear, these people take the hours and then don't come in. To a normal person, they would reconsider their availability. But no. Not the fucking 'tard-brigade!
I want to go back to school, but I still have a month or so. I hate my art history teacher for taking my binder, now I worry that it won't be there when I get back. It still had a bunch of crap in it from last semester and I really wanted to clean it out before I went back, but no.
Also, I've abandoned my usual New Year's resolution in favor of one that could ultimately damage my health but I've become obsessed with losing weight. I just keep seeing all these obese people around here and think, "I don't want to get like that."
I miss being skinny, and my ultimate sick goal is to be the least weight my height can handle if not a few pounds underweight. Is that so wrong? It'll probably never happen, but it's something for my demented mind to shoot for....149 by the end of the school year.
I got called in to take over some dumbass's shift again. I swear, these people take the hours and then don't come in. To a normal person, they would reconsider their availability. But no. Not the fucking 'tard-brigade!