Still around
Been busy lately, classes and husbands will do that to you. And we've been going out sometimes to this great new place, the Daily Grind. So original, it's a coffee house.
And they have an open mic night. I knew when I found that out that I had to get up there. It just felt...meant to be.
And Mark told me....he heard people were *looking for when I was playing*. That is so cool. It's an amazing feeling.
I know I'm good. I'm not being arrogant when I say that, you have to know you're good if you want to do something. And people like me! That is so great.
I did a new song - it's Mark and Danny's song, The Reason by Hoobastank. Of course I did Mark's and mine as well - it felt right. Now...Danny and I just have to find one, but I know we will. And maybe one for all of us, but I don't know.... every song seems like ours in some way.
I thought for a second that I saw Luke, going out when Logan, the waiter we've talked with a little, was going out. I'm sure it wasn't him....there have been so many times over the years I've thought I saw him. I used to go up to people, calling his name.
It was never him. It got to be that it hurt so much, I didn't want to keep calling because it wouldn't ever be him.
I wonder sometimes if I could have missed him, but....I can't let it happen again, not now.
Oh, and on another note, my doctor's office called. They know me so well, they know I've been putting off my flu shot. I hate them, I always get sick. But I have to have it. I said I'd go in on Tuesday, so I'll be okay for Mark's birthday.
And they have an open mic night. I knew when I found that out that I had to get up there. It just felt...meant to be.
And Mark told me....he heard people were *looking for when I was playing*. That is so cool. It's an amazing feeling.
I know I'm good. I'm not being arrogant when I say that, you have to know you're good if you want to do something. And people like me! That is so great.
I did a new song - it's Mark and Danny's song, The Reason by Hoobastank. Of course I did Mark's and mine as well - it felt right. Now...Danny and I just have to find one, but I know we will. And maybe one for all of us, but I don't know.... every song seems like ours in some way.
I thought for a second that I saw Luke, going out when Logan, the waiter we've talked with a little, was going out. I'm sure it wasn't him....there have been so many times over the years I've thought I saw him. I used to go up to people, calling his name.
It was never him. It got to be that it hurt so much, I didn't want to keep calling because it wouldn't ever be him.
I wonder sometimes if I could have missed him, but....I can't let it happen again, not now.
Oh, and on another note, my doctor's office called. They know me so well, they know I've been putting off my flu shot. I hate them, I always get sick. But I have to have it. I said I'd go in on Tuesday, so I'll be okay for Mark's birthday.