I just realised
It's been eleven months - today - that I've known Mark. Well, since I met him online. I didn't know him right away.
God, a lot's happened in the last months.
All the cybering and talking with Mark. It started off as just sex and turned into...what we have now. It's amazing.
Meeting Danny. Becoming three instead of two of us in love with Mark. Being with Danny first. It's not something I'm proud of, but we are only human. Danny getting sick. Meeting Mark. The accident. Danny's recovery. Our vows. Our marriage, even though it's not legal.
I've even been thinking of Luke a little lately. I still wonder if he's alive or not. I hope he is.
It's strange to realise that this time a year ago I was still wondering...and I guess in a lot of ways I still am.
I've been thinking a little about some of the things Mark and I talked about in our cybers. Wondering if maybe now Danny's process of recover is going so well if we might...experiment a little. I really must bring that up with my husbands. Not that our sex life isn't absolutely wonderful, but...hmmm. Spice is never a bad thing. And that's all I think I'm prepared to say in public.
In non-us news, Dave went back to Kansas. I really liked having him here for the summer. I hope he comes back, he seemed to really fall in love with LA. He knows he has an open invitation to stay with us.
God, a lot's happened in the last months.
All the cybering and talking with Mark. It started off as just sex and turned into...what we have now. It's amazing.
Meeting Danny. Becoming three instead of two of us in love with Mark. Being with Danny first. It's not something I'm proud of, but we are only human. Danny getting sick. Meeting Mark. The accident. Danny's recovery. Our vows. Our marriage, even though it's not legal.
I've even been thinking of Luke a little lately. I still wonder if he's alive or not. I hope he is.
It's strange to realise that this time a year ago I was still wondering...and I guess in a lot of ways I still am.
I've been thinking a little about some of the things Mark and I talked about in our cybers. Wondering if maybe now Danny's process of recover is going so well if we might...experiment a little. I really must bring that up with my husbands. Not that our sex life isn't absolutely wonderful, but...hmmm. Spice is never a bad thing. And that's all I think I'm prepared to say in public.
In non-us news, Dave went back to Kansas. I really liked having him here for the summer. I hope he comes back, he seemed to really fall in love with LA. He knows he has an open invitation to stay with us.