January 1, 2005
ehh, i miss hanging out with old friends, i did the other day, it was fun, i gotta find more time for them though, i also realized that i hardly talk to anyone that i knew that graduated last year, which sucks and all, and i realized in 6 more months i wont be able to talk to anyone anymore, no matter how much i care about people, they will still be gone, no matter what path i choose, a job will take up most my time, as will colledge, and the army puts me far far away from everyone, my parents said they'd help me with colledge and stuff, but the colledges that are in my field aren't in new york...
i also realized that even the people i hate at school, i dont really hate them, because they have all of this same stuff to go through, they'll lose thier friends too, hate and fear are non-existent now...
parties are getting old too, i mean, drinking was ok, but not anymore, it taste good and all, but all drinking and smoking does is kill your body and show how dumb people really can be.
hmmm, i am so lost...
i also realized that even the people i hate at school, i dont really hate them, because they have all of this same stuff to go through, they'll lose thier friends too, hate and fear are non-existent now...
parties are getting old too, i mean, drinking was ok, but not anymore, it taste good and all, but all drinking and smoking does is kill your body and show how dumb people really can be.
hmmm, i am so lost...