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every time i realize its actually 2005, a sense of dread fills my stomach and head. i loved 2004. i loved 8th grade, and 2005 only licks the envelope on 2004 and throws it in the mail, only for it to get lost in the mess of school and that fills my mind already. happy new year.
my new years eve was sweet as sin. i went to erics with david, drank so much.....
mountain dew, and lit so much on fire. it was amazingly fun. i stayed up till 4 30 on a sugar high and had a freekin blast. i love erics house. we sam fischered it onto the top of this unfinished house and hung out, god what a sweet day. and yet, so bad, because 2004 is no more. and someone called my house saying it was me, and asked if my sister was there, then said i needed underwear, i swear my mom prolly thinks i was so wasted. well, i wasnt, the beer was sick. so we tried to light it on fire. we lit an orange on fire, and it smelled sorta good and sorta bad, but it looked cool. and it was hilariously fun. awesome. i hope you had fun. and didnt get toooooo wasted.. actually i wouldnt care....w/e.
It's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car
When the first star you see may not be a star'>
The 2004 Survey
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? got heavily drunk and played a show
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? psh, prolly not, i dont remember
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? mmmm....no?
4. Did anyone close to you die? thank god no
5. What countries did you visit? CHINA SUCKA WHAT
6. What would you like to have had in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? a freeking gf
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? panda place in china and all those fun times in CA and everywhere
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? idk.....
9. What was your biggest failure? a lot.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i think i may have gotten sick once or twice....
11. What was the best thing you bought? i think my guitar, but that may have been in 2003.....idk
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? MINE, actually, idk, this question is sorta gay
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? shoot idk
14. Where did most of your money go? albertsons and random crap
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? china
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004? any saosin, FFTL, mars volta, or brand new or tbs song
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? sadder....
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? ladies
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being bored
20. How will you be spending Christmas? hanging out playing xbox
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? naw, only friend-love
22. How many one-night stands? none....*sigh*
23. What was your favorite TV program? jackie chan adventures
24. Do you anyone now that you didn't this time last year? probably
25. Do you like anyone now that you didn't like this time last year? i met new people....
26. What was the best book you read? contest by matt reilly
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? omg so many bands, i pretty much discovered my life in 2004
28. What did you want and get? i got friends, and love
29. What did you want and not get? a friend....god.
30. What was your favorite film of this year? i liked the grudge....and anacondas....heh.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i was in cali with my best friends having so much fun.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? a gf.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? sweet, suave, pimp
34. What kept you sane? friends and computer
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? this question is gay, but paris hilton
36. What political issue stirred you the most? how people dont want gay people to get married
37. Who did you miss? my friends and...people..?
38. Who was the best person you met this year? micheal mayhew, brandon whitney, or david hutchens, even though i sorta knew him.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. do whatever you want to, and be proud of it. and laugh, a lot...
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
I know this is not the real life
But I hope I can start a real fight
Because i'm sick of being perfect
I’m sick of being perfectly with you
I hope this song doesn’t change
I hope everything between us
Will never be the same
I hope this song lights a fire in
Every that wants their boyfriends
To be exactly like him
The , the superstar.
I hope you both go way too far and
End whatever I had started
I’m sorry for this message
I know I could be nice
But sometimes you gotta let it out
Just a stab to the heart with a knife
And sometimes I still wish you
Were here but now you’ve left me forever
I know all guys could’ve been a lot better
But the one you picked
Loved you forever
Too bad you didn’t return the favor
Let’s get back together
Or we could wait until later
But I know we won’t work this out
Cause that’s what this confession has been about…
Maybe some nights you’ll fall asleep
Waiting to feel my breath on your cheeks
Maybe some days you’ll sit by the phone
Wondering why you feel alone
And maybe someday, you’ll walk away
But till then there’s nothing to say
I’m sorry, but these were the last lines I’ll write for you,
There’s nothing to say nothing to do
I'm sick of all these stupid love song’s I love writing about you
~Operator, Disconnect This Call
thanks to everyone for making my 2004 sweet, i hope i returned the favor. if i didnt, sorry guys, i tried.
thank you eric for being the best friend i could ever have in the entire world. thanks for taking me to china and hanging out, and listening to me bitch all the time and whine.
thanks david and andrew for being so cool and being in the band, you guys made me so happy all the time, your hilarious, i hope verything works out and we hang out more.
thank you lisa, brittany and megan for being there and being so funny. good times in 8th grade and summer,i wish we were still as close, but what can we do, it was fun while it lasted.
thanks mike, brandon, and all the nigjews for making GHS special and actually ok. without you guys i would prolly it so much right now.
thanks thomas for being cool and hanging out when were both bored and just being cool.
thanks katie for being funny and being a good and cool older sister.
thanks will for being stuck at home all the time so i have someone to talk online and laugh with.
and thank you to everyone else for being so badass and nice and have a kickass 2005 and i hope we keep in touch.
I love you all.
Bobby McDonald aka The Suave Mcd and Bizzle McDizzle
Happy New Years
my new years eve was sweet as sin. i went to erics with david, drank so much.....
mountain dew, and lit so much on fire. it was amazingly fun. i stayed up till 4 30 on a sugar high and had a freekin blast. i love erics house. we sam fischered it onto the top of this unfinished house and hung out, god what a sweet day. and yet, so bad, because 2004 is no more. and someone called my house saying it was me, and asked if my sister was there, then said i needed underwear, i swear my mom prolly thinks i was so wasted. well, i wasnt, the beer was sick. so we tried to light it on fire. we lit an orange on fire, and it smelled sorta good and sorta bad, but it looked cool. and it was hilariously fun. awesome. i hope you had fun. and didnt get toooooo wasted.. actually i wouldnt care....w/e.
It's to Jimmy Eat World and those nights in my car
When the first star you see may not be a star'>
The 2004 Survey
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? got heavily drunk and played a show
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? psh, prolly not, i dont remember
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? mmmm....no?
4. Did anyone close to you die? thank god no
5. What countries did you visit? CHINA SUCKA WHAT
6. What would you like to have had in 2004 that you lacked in 2003? a freeking gf
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? panda place in china and all those fun times in CA and everywhere
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? idk.....
9. What was your biggest failure? a lot.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? i think i may have gotten sick once or twice....
11. What was the best thing you bought? i think my guitar, but that may have been in 2003.....idk
12. Whose behavior merited celebration? MINE, actually, idk, this question is sorta gay
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? shoot idk
14. Where did most of your money go? albertsons and random crap
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about? china
16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004? any saosin, FFTL, mars volta, or brand new or tbs song
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? sadder....
18. What do you wish you'd done more of? ladies
19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being bored
20. How will you be spending Christmas? hanging out playing xbox
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? naw, only friend-love
22. How many one-night stands? none....*sigh*
23. What was your favorite TV program? jackie chan adventures
24. Do you anyone now that you didn't this time last year? probably
25. Do you like anyone now that you didn't like this time last year? i met new people....
26. What was the best book you read? contest by matt reilly
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? omg so many bands, i pretty much discovered my life in 2004
28. What did you want and get? i got friends, and love
29. What did you want and not get? a friend....god.
30. What was your favorite film of this year? i liked the grudge....and anacondas....heh.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i was in cali with my best friends having so much fun.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? a gf.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? sweet, suave, pimp
34. What kept you sane? friends and computer
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? this question is gay, but paris hilton
36. What political issue stirred you the most? how people dont want gay people to get married
37. Who did you miss? my friends and...people..?
38. Who was the best person you met this year? micheal mayhew, brandon whitney, or david hutchens, even though i sorta knew him.
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. do whatever you want to, and be proud of it. and laugh, a lot...
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
I know this is not the real life
But I hope I can start a real fight
Because i'm sick of being perfect
I’m sick of being perfectly with you
I hope this song doesn’t change
I hope everything between us
Will never be the same
I hope this song lights a fire in
Every that wants their boyfriends
To be exactly like him
The , the superstar.
I hope you both go way too far and
End whatever I had started
I’m sorry for this message
I know I could be nice
But sometimes you gotta let it out
Just a stab to the heart with a knife
And sometimes I still wish you
Were here but now you’ve left me forever
I know all guys could’ve been a lot better
But the one you picked
Loved you forever
Too bad you didn’t return the favor
Let’s get back together
Or we could wait until later
But I know we won’t work this out
Cause that’s what this confession has been about…
Maybe some nights you’ll fall asleep
Waiting to feel my breath on your cheeks
Maybe some days you’ll sit by the phone
Wondering why you feel alone
And maybe someday, you’ll walk away
But till then there’s nothing to say
I’m sorry, but these were the last lines I’ll write for you,
There’s nothing to say nothing to do
I'm sick of all these stupid love song’s I love writing about you
~Operator, Disconnect This Call
thanks to everyone for making my 2004 sweet, i hope i returned the favor. if i didnt, sorry guys, i tried.
thank you eric for being the best friend i could ever have in the entire world. thanks for taking me to china and hanging out, and listening to me bitch all the time and whine.
thanks david and andrew for being so cool and being in the band, you guys made me so happy all the time, your hilarious, i hope verything works out and we hang out more.
thank you lisa, brittany and megan for being there and being so funny. good times in 8th grade and summer,i wish we were still as close, but what can we do, it was fun while it lasted.
thanks mike, brandon, and all the nigjews for making GHS special and actually ok. without you guys i would prolly it so much right now.
thanks thomas for being cool and hanging out when were both bored and just being cool.
thanks katie for being funny and being a good and cool older sister.
thanks will for being stuck at home all the time so i have someone to talk online and laugh with.
and thank you to everyone else for being so badass and nice and have a kickass 2005 and i hope we keep in touch.
I love you all.
Bobby McDonald aka The Suave Mcd and Bizzle McDizzle
Happy New Years