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seems like everyone's pissed at me for bein in a shitty mood lately, doesn't really make any sense. I didn't know if I showed my depression I'd get yelled at so much, guess it's just the way the world works. I dont mean to seem to pissed off if I do, I dont mean to snap at people while I'm trying to finish reading a book when I have a test on it 2 periods later, guess I'm "changing". To tell you the truth what's been bothering me is this place, everything about it, my life, seems so meaningless, there's nothing here, it's all the same. I wanna get out of here so much, the only thing that's keeping me here is the people in my life, Anna, mike, chris, gerry, zack..etc. It's the only thing, if you guys weren't here, I'd be gone by now. You guys are the reason it's going to be so hard for me to leave in september, but I have to get out of here. And I'm sorry for leaving, but I need more. There's so much out there, I need to see it. I wish I could take you all with me, you're my sanity. I dont mean to be angry lately, but when I get depressed everything irritates me so much more then it ever would normally. By the way, Anna, I love you more then anything. Mike and Chris, I'll be back to normal non-complaining Rob soon, lol. I love you guys.