Emo....
I hate the way today turned out. It doesn't help that Larry exists and that I've been nice to him. Maybe I should stop being so nice to people from now on, it's a double-edged sword. You're nice to someone, they push you around like you're just an object. Then if you're not nice to them, they push you around like you're just an object. I'm sick of playing this game of tag, it's vicious and pointless. No end. I wish people would turn into rabbits so that I don't have to look at people's ugly faces, I'd rather stare at a cute, horny bunny than a greasy, foul human. Wouldn't everyone though?
On the brighter side, Gavin cheered me up today by giving me the biggest hug I've ever had. It was wonderful and the only highlight of my day. Everything is just so gloomy...nobody talks to me anymore...online that is....nobody calls me....I'm always doing stupid homework and actually getting somewhat of an education. Bartlett sucks, the people that congregate inside are foul objects of doom. Ugh, I can't express enough how much I detest this awful suburbia. 'Only one year and you're out of here,' I try to keep telling myself. But things happen within a year that are unexpected...I hope nothing drastic though. I just want to be happy, is that such a crime? I can't wait for Saturday, Kill Hannah and Gavin....two in one, what more could I ask for? Maybe this week will be shitty because Saturday will be so wonderful? Hopefully...it's the least that Karma can do.
I think I need a labatomy, make me numb, make me dumb...
On the brighter side, Gavin cheered me up today by giving me the biggest hug I've ever had. It was wonderful and the only highlight of my day. Everything is just so gloomy...nobody talks to me anymore...online that is....nobody calls me....I'm always doing stupid homework and actually getting somewhat of an education. Bartlett sucks, the people that congregate inside are foul objects of doom. Ugh, I can't express enough how much I detest this awful suburbia. 'Only one year and you're out of here,' I try to keep telling myself. But things happen within a year that are unexpected...I hope nothing drastic though. I just want to be happy, is that such a crime? I can't wait for Saturday, Kill Hannah and Gavin....two in one, what more could I ask for? Maybe this week will be shitty because Saturday will be so wonderful? Hopefully...it's the least that Karma can do.
I think I need a labatomy, make me numb, make me dumb...