A Time of Deceitful Vengeance
My doggie died this morning. My mom is really bad, I'm okay, so is the rest of my family. We had to put him to sleep because he had a hematoma and all of his blood was draining into his stomach and it wasn't clotting. The vets couldn't do anything. My parents asked me if I wanted to go to the vets to 'say goodbye' or in other words, watch him die, I said that I couldn't do it and I cried all morning.
Luckily, Gavin woke up and talked to me online. He sent me websites that made me laugh. Lol, phoons. We talked for like 5 hours and I stopped crying and cheered up. I got to see him today, we stalked the mall and I made him cupcakes as a thank you for cheering me up. I feel like a real person when I'm with him. He makes me so happy, happier than I've ever felt in my entire life. I think that he's one of the greatest guys in the world and I'd die if I lost him.
Some activities that were included in today's itinerary were putting on all of my belts and taking random pictures of Gavin. I have the cutest picture of him sleeping with my stuffed animals. I *heart* him soooooooooo much. I hope that a relationship starts...I sound like a silly little girl with a crush...ack....but yeah. He fell asleep on my bed, and my sheets smell like him...I love it. I think I'm going to be quiet now...
Luckily, Gavin woke up and talked to me online. He sent me websites that made me laugh. Lol, phoons. We talked for like 5 hours and I stopped crying and cheered up. I got to see him today, we stalked the mall and I made him cupcakes as a thank you for cheering me up. I feel like a real person when I'm with him. He makes me so happy, happier than I've ever felt in my entire life. I think that he's one of the greatest guys in the world and I'd die if I lost him.
Some activities that were included in today's itinerary were putting on all of my belts and taking random pictures of Gavin. I have the cutest picture of him sleeping with my stuffed animals. I *heart* him soooooooooo much. I hope that a relationship starts...I sound like a silly little girl with a crush...ack....but yeah. He fell asleep on my bed, and my sheets smell like him...I love it. I think I'm going to be quiet now...