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BUFFY
Every single night
The same arrangement
I go out & fight the fight
Still, I always feel the strange estrangement
Nothing here´s real
Nothing here´s right
I have been making shows of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I have been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave & kind of righteous
Now I find I am wavering
Crawl out of your grave
You find this fight just doesn´t mean a thing
VAMPIRE 1
She aint got that swing
BUFFY
Thanks for noticing
VAMPIRE1, VAMPIRE2, DEMON
She does pretty well with fiends from hell
But lately, we can tell
That she has just going through the motions
(Going through the motions)
Faking it some how
DEMON
She has not even half the girl she - ow.
BUFFY
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life is endeavor?
MAN
How can I repay - -
BUFFY
Whatever.
I dont wanna be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I cant even see
If this is really me
I just wanna be
Alive!
I dont even know what i'm doing anymore. . . today, i thought about asking you to move in with me. . . but what will that solve?. . I told my mother today that if we wouldve never moved to ohio maybe my life wouldnt of been so complicated. . but then what about my friends. i dont think i would ever be able to find someone like them anywhere else i go. they are amazing. . . but i could leave everything else from this fucked up state behind. My mom told me that i'm the only person that can ruin my life... she's right. so why did i do it? why am i letting it happen to me? why am i waking up every morning next to the wrong person? JESUS I JUST WISH THE WORLD WOULD GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!
Every single night
The same arrangement
I go out & fight the fight
Still, I always feel the strange estrangement
Nothing here´s real
Nothing here´s right
I have been making shows of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I have been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave & kind of righteous
Now I find I am wavering
Crawl out of your grave
You find this fight just doesn´t mean a thing
VAMPIRE 1
She aint got that swing
BUFFY
Thanks for noticing
VAMPIRE1, VAMPIRE2, DEMON
She does pretty well with fiends from hell
But lately, we can tell
That she has just going through the motions
(Going through the motions)
Faking it some how
DEMON
She has not even half the girl she - ow.
BUFFY
Will I stay this way forever?
Sleepwalk through my life is endeavor?
MAN
How can I repay - -
BUFFY
Whatever.
I dont wanna be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I cant even see
If this is really me
I just wanna be
Alive!
I dont even know what i'm doing anymore. . . today, i thought about asking you to move in with me. . . but what will that solve?. . I told my mother today that if we wouldve never moved to ohio maybe my life wouldnt of been so complicated. . but then what about my friends. i dont think i would ever be able to find someone like them anywhere else i go. they are amazing. . . but i could leave everything else from this fucked up state behind. My mom told me that i'm the only person that can ruin my life... she's right. so why did i do it? why am i letting it happen to me? why am i waking up every morning next to the wrong person? JESUS I JUST WISH THE WORLD WOULD GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK!