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Wow.... this past weekend has been fantastic!!!! the show ended up being great, i saw a lot of people that i didnt expect to see come! And all around it was great. The new stage, the cast, the audience, the directors, the crew.... everyone has been extremely great and we all get along so well! I'm very proud of everyone... and more importantly, i'm proud of myself. My life is changing. I'm turning so many things around. In the past i used to care about other people way to much... then i stopped caring about other people and started focusing on myself.... but now i've seemed to have found a happy medium.
I know it's hard for you. and please dont think that i dont care about what your going through because i do. And it is really hard for me to stand back and watch you hurt. but i think me being out of your life is probably the best medicine for your pain.