[Private Post. Only comments OOC, non IC.
This is a letter that Huddy took with him to give to Rich from Bobby.]
Rich-
I'm so sorry you had to deal with this... any of it. People don't deserve this; let alone you. You've been nothing but great to everyone.
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
Cause this hurts deeper than I thought it did
I suppose I might be overreacting a bit. I don't think I've ever seen someone respond the way I have to a situation like this when they weren't the one being hurt... I just don't want you to feel any pain. I'm not just saying that either; it's the truth
It has not healed with time
It just shot down my spine
I suppose, when I first started talking with Kerry, that maybe this would be my closure. He knew what I was going through... and one thing led to another, and I just thought, 'Hey, I'll be okay. I think I'll finally be able to get over Rich...' It was nice. But then... when I found out what he did... I can't stand the thought of him. Everything was just thrown out the window... I'm back where I was, and you're... hurt. And I don't want that. I don't want that at all. And right now, I don't give a damn about myself, or Kerry, or Prior... just you.
Look at me, my depth perception must be off again
You got much closer than I thought you did
I am in your reach
You held me in your hands
I know this will probably just make things worse... but, I suppose I need to tell you... All this, for me, was just a reminder that I do love you still. Maybe I always will, I don't know. But I do. And I can't help it anymore. I almost don't want to try stopping... because... it's hard.
And I'm not asking anything from you. Just be happy. That's all. Just, do whatever makes you happy, and I'll be fine. And I'm not just saying that. You're my best friend, I'd die for you... the last thing I want is for you to be miserable. So, if there's anything you want me to do; anything at all; just ask, and I'll do it in a heartbeat.
I love you, Rich.
Love,
Bobby