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Ok so right now I'm in one of those moods that I ABSOLUTELY hate!!! I feel really really stressed even though I've had a really good weekend, and I guess its just because I dunno. I think I am just so ready for summer right now, and my mom just keeps telling me to hold on for another 5.5 days and then for finals. AGGHH finals... Even though the past three days have gone really well I still feel like I'm going to cry. I mean I got home yesterday and I was asking people their schedules and everyone didn't wanna talk about them and I was like ok fuck off then. I mean I didn't really mean it, but it's like seriously I'm sorry it's all my fault that I was out of town. Geeze. But I dunno, I kinda just feel left out on a lot of things, even though I'm not. I have no classes with people I've really gotten to become close with this year, and I HATE that. I mean it just kinda adds to the other stuff that's going on that I don't tell people because then I get the standard bull shit thrown at me... I hate it how everyone is leaving me out still... Wait no, but I mean still I guess I just expect more from people and maybe I shouldn't oh well... That's gay, cause the only people who have called me have been Ginny and Ashley... Hmm thanks guys.. But really I'm really really missing my dad right now.... I haven't seen him in 2 1/2 weeks and I know people's dads go on trips for longer than that, but I mean I don't even know when he's coming home. All because of our stupid governor Senor Econobitch is too much of a pussy to actually think of anyone other than himself. What a fucking baby. Sorry just had to let it out
THINGS THAT ARE BOTHERING ME:
1. School
2. People in general
3. Food
4. My grandpa
5. My family going to San Diego without me because of gay ass finals
6. My brother moving out
7. Politics in dance [lots and lots of politics]
8. Repeat number 2
9. My dad's MIA
10. People who are depressed all the time
11. Time
12. Schedules
13. Tired of failing
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OK SO ONTO THE BRIGHTER PARTS OF THE WEEKEND
Memphis, Memphis, Memphis... Dude that place is fucking hotttt!! The part of the hotel where we stayed in had the freakin' heat on and it was already 90 degrees there! Oh man it was sooo freakin hot... WOOO and then everything had the feeling that it was wet because it was so humid. Eckk. But it was fun anyways I guess. I didn't get anything which I was disappointed in because I screwed up one of my dances and totally dominated in my other. Oh well shit happens I guess. But Saturday night my mom and I decided to stay in our room instead of going out with other people and we ordered a pizza from PIZZA HUT and watched Down With Love... Liked it better than the first time I saw it. Funn times.
Oh but then the best part of the trip was when our plane got delayed for 3 1/2 hours. Yea def highlight especially because the only channel the TV in the airport got was CNN and they kept playing the same things over and over again and I was seriously getting nautious. The weather was soo bad in Chi-Town that none of the airlines were flying to O'Hare so yea... It blowed and the only place to get food was at this creepy little diner thing. Ehhh called the BBQ pit. wooah. But most def hung out with Sylvia Perez from ABC 7. That was cool. Her daughter was at the same dance competition as I was the day before and she was taking the airport shuttle with us and ulimately the plane. She was sooo nice and it was pretty cool because yea. I also liked her shoes... Wow I'm gay
But mos def went to the CUBS game today with Ginny! Yay Wrigleyville! I hadn't been to a Cubs game in like 249832753 million years literally so it was a lot of fun. Especially when the pigeon pooped on the lady next to us... TWICE!!! haha but they totally won 3-1 against Houston who's in second place baby!! Ok so now I'm getting a little over excited. Most def ate the whole entire stadium.. MMMM food.
So this week should be pretty good except for all the tests and shit. Last Euro grade is on Wed and the test is gonna suck... I totally have to study for that one!! And Caesar too. Oh shit... Quotes and Essay????? What the f! But at least Chem is on Thursday so I can figure out how to do it by then.
Well gotta run, but I'm out! [kinda like the batter] haha
SUMMER = GOOD