the madness continues....
Today was a relatively peaceful day, except the fact that noodle keeps digging his hole deeper and deeper. which really sux because i care about him, but it doesnt seem too much like he cares about anyone else , or himself for that matter. and i'm not about to stress myself out trying to help him if he doesnt want to help himself. theres been a sequel of events that have happened that is showing that he is just getting worse and worse. oh well. its his life and he knows what he is doing is wrong. on the other hand, me and my baby are better than ever and we just keep getting closer and more in tune with each other. i couldn't be happier. there truly are no words to describe us. as long as we stick together and work as a team there is no obstacle that can stand in our way. as for ashley and noodle, my heart goes out to you guys, and i will still do anything i can for you. but like i said, lauren and i cant solve this thing for you. Ashley, i know you've made mistakes that you reget, and as long as you are willing to work at them he cant ask for any more. And as for noodle, you seem to be making quite a hypocrite of yourself. your going backwards and its only pushing ashley farther away. i'm not sure what your intentions are in this matter. but if you want to work this out with her. you need to grow the fuck up, and take resposibility for you actions. anyways, i dont want this thing to end on a sour note so i am going to say it again, that if you two want to work this out, there is no reason why you can't. there is still a lot of love there. its just making the sarcifices necessary to do so. Well, i'm done rambling. This is bobbus maximus signing off....