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it has been such a long day. i havent slept for shit in four days. when i woke up for work this morning i could barely move and i had the worst headache ever which really sucked. on top of that i hadnt eatin anything in two days. then i just sat around all day and waited for my sweetie to get out of school. we went up to pro pizza and ate. then she had to go to dance, so i went over to jamies to straighten out a bunch of bullshit. then i went and picked up lauren and we went back to ricky's and hung out for a little bit before she had to go home.
aside of that i have so much stupid shit that i have to deal with once again because if i dont it will fuck up everything that i have going for me. and even by trying to solve it, i am having to deal with a whole bunch of ignorance. this whole scenario did not have to happen, but i cannot stand hypocrites. its is the gayest thing ever. between me, lauren, noodle, and ashley, we had a deal that we would keep each other in check. well noodle was being out of live so i told ashley about it. well noodle got super pissed at me. and it started a whole bunch of drama between everyone. what he doesnt understand is that he freaks out on ashley for doing the same stuff, and she is not even that bad. another example is that ashley promised noodle she would quit her bad habit if he quit his. well she hasnt done it in a whil. but he is still not holding up his end of the deal. i just dont think its fair. and i'm sick of hearing him yell at her for the same thing that he is doing. and through all of this, he thinks he has the right to be mad at me. i'm not the one who did it. so dont blame me for your mistakes. all i was doing was what i promised between the three of us. and i would do the same thing if the situation was flipped. so if you want to be mad at me for your fuck ups then, fuck you because you arent really my friend then.
i know this entry is really long but i have to this off my chest. and aside of that. lauren hasent been her self lately and neither of us can figure out why. it is really upsetting me because she just doesnt seem happy, and i cant stand to see her when she's not happy. so baby, if you read this, i just want you to know that i am here for when ever you need me. no matter what time, day or night. i will do anything i can to make you feel better. well i could keep going with 5 more pages of all the drama that fills my current agenda but i'm sure every one is sick of reading this.
aside of that i have so much stupid shit that i have to deal with once again because if i dont it will fuck up everything that i have going for me. and even by trying to solve it, i am having to deal with a whole bunch of ignorance. this whole scenario did not have to happen, but i cannot stand hypocrites. its is the gayest thing ever. between me, lauren, noodle, and ashley, we had a deal that we would keep each other in check. well noodle was being out of live so i told ashley about it. well noodle got super pissed at me. and it started a whole bunch of drama between everyone. what he doesnt understand is that he freaks out on ashley for doing the same stuff, and she is not even that bad. another example is that ashley promised noodle she would quit her bad habit if he quit his. well she hasnt done it in a whil. but he is still not holding up his end of the deal. i just dont think its fair. and i'm sick of hearing him yell at her for the same thing that he is doing. and through all of this, he thinks he has the right to be mad at me. i'm not the one who did it. so dont blame me for your mistakes. all i was doing was what i promised between the three of us. and i would do the same thing if the situation was flipped. so if you want to be mad at me for your fuck ups then, fuck you because you arent really my friend then.
i know this entry is really long but i have to this off my chest. and aside of that. lauren hasent been her self lately and neither of us can figure out why. it is really upsetting me because she just doesnt seem happy, and i cant stand to see her when she's not happy. so baby, if you read this, i just want you to know that i am here for when ever you need me. no matter what time, day or night. i will do anything i can to make you feel better. well i could keep going with 5 more pages of all the drama that fills my current agenda but i'm sure every one is sick of reading this.