Decisions!

Feb 26, 2003 12:20

I swear to God that I posted something after my last post!!!! Oh well, so it's been almost a month. Nothing new with the new job yet....still waiting for the phone call. They've slowed the process down some and haven't even started the internal transfers at Acsys yet.

As for Nemato, they gave me the rest of my raise that they promised me last year. Go figure! And it only took them 11 months!!!! And I've also told them that I'm NOT quitting the Brick this time around. Things and circumstances change in a year's time and I NEED that money. So they've agreed (at Nemato) that I can still work there on Sundays. I mean, what I do on the weekends is my own business anyway, they have no say about what I do. I could be out whoring around till all hours and they have no say. (Steve may think he does, but that's another story)

And on the "guy front".... I had gotten up enough nerve last night to tell "him" exactly how I feel and it was a perfect time because we was driving me home. Well, we had to drive someone else home and I got dropped off first....there goes all my big plans dammit!!! So I'm going to try again tonight, as long as someone else doesn't come along to screw everything else up.

I hate opening up and telling guys how I feel because I'm always afraid that I'm going to get trampled all over. But if I don't tell him I feel I'm going to go nuts, because this "not knowing" is driving me crazy.

As for the rest of the month of February:
Went to Collingwood with the girls and went tubing at "Blue Mountain" and drank and met some guys and ate and had a great time, even in all the snow!

Parties, parties, parties, got a new queen sized bed, got a sinus infection and was off work for 3 days (very nice mini vacation, even if I was sick) and all around was in particularly good mood.

This month: tell "him" how I feel, start my "Pilates" excercises, stop eating junky food, get more sleep and hopefully get the call for my new job. *fingers crossed*

Gotta go work now, after all they DID just give me a raise!!
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