I think too much..
^^biggest obvious fact ever
Yeah, I began feeling better this morning... actually, I realized that I was just being idiotic about the entire thing before I went to sleep last night. And it was sorta weird cuz whenever I think like i did last night, I can't get to sleep for the life of me and I think about it even more. But, I actually got a good night's sleep. These are all still problems to me, but I'm trying not to think about it.
I woke up today and headed up to the church ... I used to go to church maybe every other sunday on average... but I haven't been in at least four or five months. Today was a special occasion though, so that's what motivated me to go. Today was confirmation and Cassie and Laura were participating. So, I made it.. not like I was doing anything else today anyway. Jason also showed up which surprised the hell out of me (seeing he's a methodist and not catholic). Made it through the mass and went down to the following precessions in the basement. Cassie's mom invited me and jason to have lunch with them... which was righteous. So, we ended up going to the Clam Shell after making stops at Topic of the Town and the Diner, but finding them to be not worth the wait. We had lunch with Cassie's and Laura's families. It was a large group of 12 or so.. but, we made it. Cassie's dad paid for both me and Jason despite both of us offering to. Cassie's parents are so cool! [ ;) ]
Afterward, I was about to go home and Jason suggested a promised jam-session between us two.. but there was no way we were coming to my house, and I guess we weren't going to his house... we settled on jamming at Cassie's place. It was awesome. Her dad is a really good musician and hooked me up with a nice sounding amp since my mini-amp is ghetto-tastic. I taught Jason how to play Seven Nation Army.. not the chords to it, cuz obviously i don't know it. So, we jammed to that a little bit.. that and the intro to Stacey's Mom... we couldn't seem to get anything farther though. It was fun though... her dad fucking rocks on the guitar... he kept trying to teach me something on bass and i just couldn't keep up with him. Awesome...
Had to work tonight.. had to work with my mom again tonight.. for more on my opinion on this, i refer you to the previous entry. anyway, so I'm going to get a better than normal check this week.. which is a good thing because now I have to buy random shit for TWO people this week. Both Sam and Jess H. are having a birthday party at the end of the week. They both turn 16 this week. What is up with all my friends having birthdays within two weeks of each other?! murrrr! I'm gonna be a broke man again this week >_<.
So, I feel a lot better ... today was just awesome... in fact, this entire weekend was just what i needed. Back to school tomorrow...
Yeah, I began feeling better this morning... actually, I realized that I was just being idiotic about the entire thing before I went to sleep last night. And it was sorta weird cuz whenever I think like i did last night, I can't get to sleep for the life of me and I think about it even more. But, I actually got a good night's sleep. These are all still problems to me, but I'm trying not to think about it.
I woke up today and headed up to the church ... I used to go to church maybe every other sunday on average... but I haven't been in at least four or five months. Today was a special occasion though, so that's what motivated me to go. Today was confirmation and Cassie and Laura were participating. So, I made it.. not like I was doing anything else today anyway. Jason also showed up which surprised the hell out of me (seeing he's a methodist and not catholic). Made it through the mass and went down to the following precessions in the basement. Cassie's mom invited me and jason to have lunch with them... which was righteous. So, we ended up going to the Clam Shell after making stops at Topic of the Town and the Diner, but finding them to be not worth the wait. We had lunch with Cassie's and Laura's families. It was a large group of 12 or so.. but, we made it. Cassie's dad paid for both me and Jason despite both of us offering to. Cassie's parents are so cool! [ ;) ]
Afterward, I was about to go home and Jason suggested a promised jam-session between us two.. but there was no way we were coming to my house, and I guess we weren't going to his house... we settled on jamming at Cassie's place. It was awesome. Her dad is a really good musician and hooked me up with a nice sounding amp since my mini-amp is ghetto-tastic. I taught Jason how to play Seven Nation Army.. not the chords to it, cuz obviously i don't know it. So, we jammed to that a little bit.. that and the intro to Stacey's Mom... we couldn't seem to get anything farther though. It was fun though... her dad fucking rocks on the guitar... he kept trying to teach me something on bass and i just couldn't keep up with him. Awesome...
Had to work tonight.. had to work with my mom again tonight.. for more on my opinion on this, i refer you to the previous entry. anyway, so I'm going to get a better than normal check this week.. which is a good thing because now I have to buy random shit for TWO people this week. Both Sam and Jess H. are having a birthday party at the end of the week. They both turn 16 this week. What is up with all my friends having birthdays within two weeks of each other?! murrrr! I'm gonna be a broke man again this week >_<.
So, I feel a lot better ... today was just awesome... in fact, this entire weekend was just what i needed. Back to school tomorrow...