ugh, the pain of exes...
ok, got up today and studied very hard all morning for my finals tomorrow... erm, ok I got up and played civ3 and nuked people. Then uh... Oh yeah, I drove cary to school using his car (first time on a stick in 3 years, Yay!) at about 11:00, went home, excercised, showered and played video games till 12:15, then drove to school to pick him up. Went to eat at Mcdonald's, both of us ate for like $5.18, not too bad.
Got home, went back to playing videogames. Nicole was supposed to show up at 3:00, naturally, she called at 2:45 to say that she was going to be about 30 minutes late, big surprise. Even bigger surprise, she didn't show up until 4:45. Cary and doug left at 5:00 to go take a final, leaving me alone with an ex that I didn't particularly feel like spending time with. But oh my god did she look hot in her frayed hip-huggers and blue belly-sweater... *drool*
We hung out and talked and were getting along wuite civilly until doug and cary got back from their final around 6:30. Then we went to eat at skyline, I was realy really mean to her in the car. I'm not entirely sure why, maybe I was trying to save face in front of doug and cary? Anyway, I'm very ashamed of how I acted. Not ashamed enough to buy her dinner, fucking cheapskate bitch. oops, did that come out of my mouth? Why am I so bitter?!?!
Oh well, I said something really nice about her at dinner and she completely missed it. Something about a valentine's day present and shaving. She had completely forgotten about it. Not my fault.
Then I came to work and chatted some on aim with emily. She's not interested in dating me at all right now. I'm ok with that as long as she keeps looking for someone that she thinks is good for me to date. I get along great once I'm introduced, I just have a hard time meeting women.
Then I talked to joanne about the state of the world. Activism is all well and good, but moderation please? Jesus, it's not really my job to save the world, is it? I go out and vote, which is more than most people do. Do I really look like superman. I AM a god, but not that kind of god.
Umm, now I'm sitting her bored and cary is supposed to come and help me study for my linear final tomorrow because I haven't a clue what some of the subjects on the test are about.
Gram-schmidt orthonormal base generation? That I get but I don't remember going over eigenvalues in this class, I remember them from calc3 though, so I should be ok there. What the hell is diagonalization? QR factorization? matrices raised to infinite powers? *sighs* I'm lost.
Oh well, about to call and see what the hell is taking him so long to get here.
Got home, went back to playing videogames. Nicole was supposed to show up at 3:00, naturally, she called at 2:45 to say that she was going to be about 30 minutes late, big surprise. Even bigger surprise, she didn't show up until 4:45. Cary and doug left at 5:00 to go take a final, leaving me alone with an ex that I didn't particularly feel like spending time with. But oh my god did she look hot in her frayed hip-huggers and blue belly-sweater... *drool*
We hung out and talked and were getting along wuite civilly until doug and cary got back from their final around 6:30. Then we went to eat at skyline, I was realy really mean to her in the car. I'm not entirely sure why, maybe I was trying to save face in front of doug and cary? Anyway, I'm very ashamed of how I acted. Not ashamed enough to buy her dinner, fucking cheapskate bitch. oops, did that come out of my mouth? Why am I so bitter?!?!
Oh well, I said something really nice about her at dinner and she completely missed it. Something about a valentine's day present and shaving. She had completely forgotten about it. Not my fault.
Then I came to work and chatted some on aim with emily. She's not interested in dating me at all right now. I'm ok with that as long as she keeps looking for someone that she thinks is good for me to date. I get along great once I'm introduced, I just have a hard time meeting women.
Then I talked to joanne about the state of the world. Activism is all well and good, but moderation please? Jesus, it's not really my job to save the world, is it? I go out and vote, which is more than most people do. Do I really look like superman. I AM a god, but not that kind of god.
Umm, now I'm sitting her bored and cary is supposed to come and help me study for my linear final tomorrow because I haven't a clue what some of the subjects on the test are about.
Gram-schmidt orthonormal base generation? That I get but I don't remember going over eigenvalues in this class, I remember them from calc3 though, so I should be ok there. What the hell is diagonalization? QR factorization? matrices raised to infinite powers? *sighs* I'm lost.
Oh well, about to call and see what the hell is taking him so long to get here.