Jul 12, 2006 02:02
I was just reading my journal, and all be damned that last summer kicked this summer's ass and that depresses me because this was supposed to be the big summer...
Last summer i
went to NYC and stuff
had a pool
had time for my friends
This summer i
work
and juggle friends
anyways....
I didnt go to sleep untill 730 this morning last night. If that makes sense. I slept til 10. Tonight I feel is going to be the same way. I don't like it. I like sleeping.
The other night I had a flashback, it was like semi second, but i keep thinking about it. I was somewhere, it was night and there was a school, and a bank sign and it said 3:14, and everything was really foggy. I remember it being cold. I was with people. But, I drew a blank when i flashed out. But, still, I know i've been there before...at night.....I just dont know where or when. Maybe I have alzhiemers or something. I don't know.
Well, I'm going to try to go sleep again. But, I doubt it'll happen.