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I....have become..UNcomfortably numb..
I just went so numb...
and stopped feeling EVERYTHING I've ever felt.
It's not like I've never experienced this before, it's quite obvious that much of my life has been lived in an episode of trauma, with me rarely coming back out of this shell.
This time I learned something from it, and maybe..just maybe..it was what needed to happen for me to realize some things that I needed to realize.
Maybe the universe is kicking my empathic powers up a notch so I can see things from the proper perspective. I don't particularly like it, and wish it'd go away..but..maybe it's what I need right now...
Nothing hurts right now, nothing excites me right now. I remember this feeling, it comes back to visit me from time to time.
I don't know...
I just went so numb...
and stopped feeling EVERYTHING I've ever felt.
It's not like I've never experienced this before, it's quite obvious that much of my life has been lived in an episode of trauma, with me rarely coming back out of this shell.
This time I learned something from it, and maybe..just maybe..it was what needed to happen for me to realize some things that I needed to realize.
Maybe the universe is kicking my empathic powers up a notch so I can see things from the proper perspective. I don't particularly like it, and wish it'd go away..but..maybe it's what I need right now...
Nothing hurts right now, nothing excites me right now. I remember this feeling, it comes back to visit me from time to time.
I don't know...