another day
hey yal!...today's been a rather interesting day..i can say that it was actually pretty awesome, except for softball practice cus i cut my thumb..oh well..things happen..today i had a lot of fun, just getting used to this new deal..ya know.
anyways, i've had a lot of progress goin on here lately!!!...i'm gettin around..movin on, talkin to new guys...includin this one guy..omg, u'd never guess...but i promised i wouldn't say any names...some of yal know who it is..but i cant go too far!!...anyway, i'm supposed to meet him this weekend, hopefully we'll have a real good time. thats all i'm lookin for right now, to tell you the truth, is a good time. thats all a gal needs these days. since nothing else seems to be good.
i'm so happy its friday..it felt kinda like tuesday or something...cus of where we were out so long!...gosh i was so bored..not to mention a little, well nvm..but todays' another day, and things couldn't be any better. today i heard tessa wanted to be my friend again, and that surprised me, really. but i mean, i'm willing to be her friend, cus it aint no use in fightin with ppl. we aint really fighting to tell you the truth, its just hard feelings against each other..i mean things sometimes happen for a reason...i just dont know what to say to her..i'm just kinda hopin she'll talk to me first, i mean, i dont like whats going on between her and big D, but thats none of my business anymore..and i dont plan on invading their business either. if they want to be together, let em. we'll see what happens with that. but yea, i'm willing to take chances with tessa, i mean, after all, we did use to be best friends, i dont regret it, she's the first person, *i think* that i ever smoked with!..not that i'm proud of smoking...but oh well...not gonna bring back ole memories anymore.
louie, i just thought i'd put a special paragraph in here for ya, you've been an awesome friend, whether me and your messed up cousin are dating or not, you've been good to me, and respectful, and told the truth, and just everything i needed to know, you told me...and i appreciate every single minute of it...wouldn't trade you for the world!!!
where would i be without my friends!!!....shew lordy!..
and i'm also willing to still be friends with derek..if thats ok with everyone. and we'll just see what all happens, in the future, hopefully it'll be good.
and i also heard, that we are consolidatin sometime soon in the future. or they are talking about it?!!!?..what kind of stupid crap is that???...i dont want to go to jj kelly, no affense to the indians, but i like it where i'm at...makin good memories at pound high school is one of the best things i've ever done..i dont wanna change that. cus i love my friends!!!..thats right!
but i hope yal have realized that i'm doing better, but looking back on these couple of days, i shouldn't have cried, and moped around over that crap...i mean it really wasn't worth it..i mean he's a great guy, i just try to look over the bad things...that is something he taught me ya know. but anywayz, i think i'm gonna go, and eat some pizza, watch some movies, relax, talk on the phone, internet, anything to keep me occupied...welp thats all for today yal, just wanted ya to know, i love every single one of you!!!!...that'll never change. leave some comments ya bunch of idiots!!...lol..j/k
much love
**BOBBIE JO**
anyways, i've had a lot of progress goin on here lately!!!...i'm gettin around..movin on, talkin to new guys...includin this one guy..omg, u'd never guess...but i promised i wouldn't say any names...some of yal know who it is..but i cant go too far!!...anyway, i'm supposed to meet him this weekend, hopefully we'll have a real good time. thats all i'm lookin for right now, to tell you the truth, is a good time. thats all a gal needs these days. since nothing else seems to be good.
i'm so happy its friday..it felt kinda like tuesday or something...cus of where we were out so long!...gosh i was so bored..not to mention a little, well nvm..but todays' another day, and things couldn't be any better. today i heard tessa wanted to be my friend again, and that surprised me, really. but i mean, i'm willing to be her friend, cus it aint no use in fightin with ppl. we aint really fighting to tell you the truth, its just hard feelings against each other..i mean things sometimes happen for a reason...i just dont know what to say to her..i'm just kinda hopin she'll talk to me first, i mean, i dont like whats going on between her and big D, but thats none of my business anymore..and i dont plan on invading their business either. if they want to be together, let em. we'll see what happens with that. but yea, i'm willing to take chances with tessa, i mean, after all, we did use to be best friends, i dont regret it, she's the first person, *i think* that i ever smoked with!..not that i'm proud of smoking...but oh well...not gonna bring back ole memories anymore.
louie, i just thought i'd put a special paragraph in here for ya, you've been an awesome friend, whether me and your messed up cousin are dating or not, you've been good to me, and respectful, and told the truth, and just everything i needed to know, you told me...and i appreciate every single minute of it...wouldn't trade you for the world!!!
where would i be without my friends!!!....shew lordy!..
and i'm also willing to still be friends with derek..if thats ok with everyone. and we'll just see what all happens, in the future, hopefully it'll be good.
and i also heard, that we are consolidatin sometime soon in the future. or they are talking about it?!!!?..what kind of stupid crap is that???...i dont want to go to jj kelly, no affense to the indians, but i like it where i'm at...makin good memories at pound high school is one of the best things i've ever done..i dont wanna change that. cus i love my friends!!!..thats right!
but i hope yal have realized that i'm doing better, but looking back on these couple of days, i shouldn't have cried, and moped around over that crap...i mean it really wasn't worth it..i mean he's a great guy, i just try to look over the bad things...that is something he taught me ya know. but anywayz, i think i'm gonna go, and eat some pizza, watch some movies, relax, talk on the phone, internet, anything to keep me occupied...welp thats all for today yal, just wanted ya to know, i love every single one of you!!!!...that'll never change. leave some comments ya bunch of idiots!!...lol..j/k
much love
**BOBBIE JO**