May 13, 2005 12:23
Hello!How does everyone doing and feeling?
I can't believe that all this is happening to me.I never even thought, that this year will gonna be the most stupid in the whole of my life, and i'm only 23 years old.1st of all, at the begin of the year i split up with my ex boyfriend.Than i traveled a lot between Australia and Europe to see my friends:Becky,Tammin,Ashlee,Jonatan, okay evrything allright by this and than i fall in love with erm Andy.I know he doesn't love me back, so i guess i'm gonna leave that behind my back but i stll wants us to be friends.
Than here is still RJ:i'm so sorry that i've made a mistake, and i apologise you for everything that i've done, in the past few days it was al just my fault, cause i thought that i love Andy, and i figured out that he's not what i'm looking for.I think that only you're the one, i wanna be with RJ.I hope that you'll gonna forgive me someday.I love you with all my heart.And i figured out that you're really, important in my life:"who was there for me when i get drunk and was a bit crazy"? ONLY YOU and you ALLWAYS will gonna have a special place in my heart.
I'm in Venezuela just right now waiting for Aime, to go shopping with her and Mika.And later tonight, we're going back home,and tommorow i'm going out with Richard ,Kal i hope you won't gonna be angry!But i really need a company, and he's the one i'm gonna spend some hours, you can join us aswell if you want to and if Randy wouldn't mind!?
Than on monday i'm flying back to Europe, and i'm gonna stay there for almost 3weeks maybe more, will see what will gonna happened.I'm gonna be in UK when Ashlee's baby is born, and i hope Becky will be there too with Tammin ofcourse.Before i'm going to see Gil to Munich and see how does he doing and so on.Oh jesus i miss him like hell haven't seen him for years.And he invited me on aftershow party after he's concert there.Althrough i'm going to cross fingers, for JAVINE in Kiew.And to see Dunk the spunk in UK :) And Bea&Eugenie ofcourse.
In the summer i'm going away with Ashley (Tisdale) to Hawaii i think it would be fun.Cause we're allways having fun,wherever we are it's allways noise :) Ashley hunnie:i'm missing you,hope you're doing well and we should go out sometime soon i'm going to be in LA only till monday if you see this before i left let me know.
Well that's all for now ,
Peace out and see ya later kids
BJ x x x
ps:Angel:how yre you doing babe?