My Dream

May 13, 2005 08:06

After waking up Laura at 5:00 am to talk, I tried my hardest to get back to sleep. 45 minutes later, it happened.

I had a dream that laura and I were living in a two story apartment. It was nice and we had a buch of people over. I was sliding down the railing on my back (don't ask me how) but I was having a great time. Everyone else though, was on some mind altering substance. There was a friend sitting by me on the couch later who saw me open my pill bottle of meds (nothing that would ever get you high) and she asked for one, having no idea what they were. "Ooo Pills! Can I have one?" I told her no, and then laura on my other side said something. When I turned to her, I felt the pill bottle in my hand shake, and look back to see her swallowing a couple down. As I started yelling at her for taking something she didn't even know what it was, Laura stands up and declares she is leaving with a guy and a girl. She had only been there for 15 minutes, and evidently anticipating whatever was happenening after she got out of our place. As she left everyone followed. One by one, every single person picked up there shit and left. And I was alone. Then at the end of the line, waiting to get out the door I saw Matt. I asked him why he was leaving me and he told me he was mad at me. When I asked why he said it was because I let someone read the letter he wrote me when we broke up. I told him that I didn't (I don't even know the person he was talking about) and I started to cry. I fell on the couch in tears and curled into a ball, and matt held me, brushed my hair back, and told me it was ok.

God Damn...
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