Life support running Short
I'm sitting here trying to kill time before the gym opens. I'm in some desperate need of physical activity... bad. Because my meds are running out I feel like I'm running on low and looking for food as a new fuel. I ate my weight yesterday in pizza, mcdonalds breakfast, and ice cream... so not like me. I also slept for a total of 12 hours last night and am still sooo tired. And yesterday I think I was concious for only about 9 hours total. God damn it.
So even though I have no energy to get up from my computer chair and go work out, I figure that I might slip into the groove for maybe just a little bit.
And now a dilema to face... two jobs, but which one? Should I take the less of the two or gamble it all on my next interview. I'm worried that would put too much pressure on this "final" interview. Hmm.. I wonder if I could get nervous in an interview... I'm blessed with being able to talk to anyone.
Matt wont let me go. He is STILL trying and I don't know what to do. And the other one... sigh. Well fuck me...
So even though I have no energy to get up from my computer chair and go work out, I figure that I might slip into the groove for maybe just a little bit.
And now a dilema to face... two jobs, but which one? Should I take the less of the two or gamble it all on my next interview. I'm worried that would put too much pressure on this "final" interview. Hmm.. I wonder if I could get nervous in an interview... I'm blessed with being able to talk to anyone.
Matt wont let me go. He is STILL trying and I don't know what to do. And the other one... sigh. Well fuck me...