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[bobbi_k]

I wonder if you think of me.
I know I should not,
but I miss you so much.
I think of you
every day
a thousand times.
How can I feel this way?
knowing all I know?
How dare I think this way?
knowing what you did.
I don't blame you
but you chose someone else.
I want to close my eyes
and just let it soak in.
I was never good enough,
even if you still dream of me,
I'll never BE good enough.
I wouldn't choose me either.