rad tad is bad bad bad.

[bobbarkerissexy]

wow. weird day. I don't know what's goin on with Lauren anymore. In acting today she started crying on me, cause she doesnt remember what its like to see straight. Then right after that, Jessica pissed me the fuck off. She comes up to me and starts talking about how Laurens out of control and shes fucking up. Im like wow, we used to hang out together how long ago?? Youre not gonna talk trash to me about Lauren. I mean, jess is a nice girl, but all she does is talk about the great sex she had last night, and how much she hates other people. Jesus christ! does she have no depth?? And I don't know what Lauren is doing. getting drunk fourth hour and having sex in a closet?? what the hell? It's like I don't know her anymore. I don't know whats happening to her. I was looking at some pictures of me and her from this summer, and we both looked alot younger and alot happier. It's like in Requiem "last summer seemed like a million years ago." I don't know what happened to us. To either of us. All I do is talk about how much I hate my life and all lauren does is drugs. I just don't know what's going on.
But I know who got all this started and so does Lauren.
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On a lighter note, I got a rad sweater vest at the mall and a new purse. Cari Coleman gave me a ride home. she seems cool. Im gonna go watch a Billy Idol thing about how white wedding is about cocaine....:P