PS- Although my last entries to you have been nice, I'm fucking tired of your friends. Sorry. I wish you'd just talk to me instead of makine juvenile assumptions and accusations. Slash I can't talk to daniel anymore, he's being an idiot. Or maybe it's not a choice, I don't know. So since I can't break up with you on the phone, am I going to be forced to do it here? Because you're sure as hell not talking to me.
<<< since I can't break up with you on the phone, am I going to be forced to do it here? >>>
See, I had the distinct impression that you had already broken up with me on here, which was why I was so upset in the first place.
<<< Because you're sure as hell not talking to me. >>>
I honestly have no idea what you mean. I keep trying to talk to you but I've been unable to reach you. It's hardly fair to say I won't talk with you when you're the one who's never home when I call and never calls back when you get home.
I think I wrote that in a pissed off state from your friends being assholes. Sorry. I'm glad things are worked out on here. But let me defend myself for a second. 1) When I wrote that, I hadn't broken up with you yet. 2)You've called maybe twice, you weren't allowed online for prolonged periods, so I understand that it wasn't possible to talk via AIM. But there's always email, ya know. 3) My not returning your calls. I think we've discussed why that was, but other than my feeling compelled to fill awkward silences and being annoyed by it, I'd like to say that the only times you called were on nights that I either had so much homework that I had no time to have a real conversation/ my mom wouldn't LET me have a convo that lasted over about 5 minutes due to my homework (yes, this actually happens in private school, it sucks like a bitch), or it was Ventures night. But the Ventures thing was after this so scratch that. Anyway, I'm glad we're on good terms now.
<<< 1) When I wrote that, I hadn't broken up with you yet. >>>
Yes I know. That's the point. I thought that was the break-up the first time I read it. In other words, I thought that you were breaking up with me via that sentence. Hence the huge reaction. I mean, I get now that that's not what you meant, but that's what I thought when I read it.
And I can't send you an e-mail if I'm not online.
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Well, knowing the American habit of talking too much, probably yes.
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See, I had the distinct impression that you had already broken up with me on here, which was why I was so upset in the first place.
<<< Because you're sure as hell not talking to me. >>>
I honestly have no idea what you mean. I keep trying to talk to you but I've been unable to reach you. It's hardly fair to say I won't talk with you when you're the one who's never home when I call and never calls back when you get home.
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Yes I know. That's the point. I thought that was the break-up the first time I read it. In other words, I thought that you were breaking up with me via that sentence. Hence the huge reaction. I mean, I get now that that's not what you meant, but that's what I thought when I read it.
And I can't send you an e-mail if I'm not online.
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