Feb 14, 2006 21:34
ouch, i checked my student loans online, and my 1st payment is $388. thats about $300 more than i had expected to pay. im *le sigh* re-enrolling in ai. i already have so much money invested in that place, coupled with a traumatic accidental meeting with my brother, ive decided to finish. am i actually going to get a graphic design job? doubtful, but at least i'll be someone in my goddamn family who can finish college.
i guess when i talk to the readmissions people, i'll see if i can get that loan reduced a bit. i guess since im in school, i wont be obligated to pay them but we'll see how my finances are then.
plus, i had a guy at the bus stop say THE BEST thing ever to me today, here it goes: "happy valentines day. arent you glad to know youre not the only one whos alllll allooooone on valentines day?" im not upset or sad or anything, i just thought it was so funny to hear that. i guess its because im not alll alloooone, i have people that love me and i them. i guess im supposed to feel like a big loser today because im not screwing anyone.