Failing, and a chance
Honestly speaking, I've been lousy past couple....screw this.
Half a year.
I had my ups and downs in being better or worse, but all in all, I'm feeling wiped out, if anything.
Also I find my already weak self control has disappeared into thin air,
as I've spent about a grand in past month and a half.
Well, and my mother found out this morning.
Considering that I've told her yesterday I'm not doing well in school at all,-Totally lacking motivation...failing about a course freaking every semester- and with combination of my dad being a drunktard again yesterday, my poor mother completely exploded.
...
Duh; I would too, if I was in her shoes.
Good news that came out with that fiasco is that she finally agreed to me taking a break.
She'll undoubtfully have shifty eyes going, monitoring my every activity,
but she also promised she'll be happy and make no fuss if I keep busy.
Well- though I'll still talk to academic advisor this afternoon,
I'm pretty set on that decision.
Hopefully, some break will do me good, and help me regain my conciousness.
Half a year.
I had my ups and downs in being better or worse, but all in all, I'm feeling wiped out, if anything.
Also I find my already weak self control has disappeared into thin air,
as I've spent about a grand in past month and a half.
Well, and my mother found out this morning.
Considering that I've told her yesterday I'm not doing well in school at all,-Totally lacking motivation...failing about a course freaking every semester- and with combination of my dad being a drunktard again yesterday, my poor mother completely exploded.
...
Duh; I would too, if I was in her shoes.
Good news that came out with that fiasco is that she finally agreed to me taking a break.
She'll undoubtfully have shifty eyes going, monitoring my every activity,
but she also promised she'll be happy and make no fuss if I keep busy.
Well- though I'll still talk to academic advisor this afternoon,
I'm pretty set on that decision.
Hopefully, some break will do me good, and help me regain my conciousness.