ew, today sucked.
today was not a good day. on top of other stuff, i had a physics quiz that i did really badly on, and then i made a fuck of myself getting all upset about it. i don't know what is wrong with me- i just cannot do well on physics tests, even if i've been doing all the homework and think i understand everything. i must have some sort of temporary mental retardation during a block. and now mr martenis probably thinks i'm emotionally unstable or something and will talk to my counselor about me. ugh!
i'm also realizing how my inability to do homework is becoming an actual serious problem. i didn't do a minute of homework this weekend. i don't think i remember how to write more than a few seconds at once. i haven't read even a page of hamlet besides what we read in class, and i didn't do the reading questions that were due two thursdays ago. i also haven't been doing the italian reading, which i feel guilty about. it's weird- i feel like i'm really interested in italian but i can't get myself to do our readings. i know it's senior slump, so this stuff doesn't actually matter, but i just feel so crappy when i'm totally behind in all my classes. it makes me really not want to go to class. and i don't even look forward to photo, because my influences assignment sucks ass.
and i have practice at 8 tonight, which is the worst time ever. i can't get myself to do anything worthwhile before practice, and by the time i get back it's after 10pm. (who am i kidding? i can never get myself to do anything productive). and i either have to eat a small dinner at 5:30 or so, or wait until 10 when i get back.
sorry this entry has been intensely whiney. at least there are only 4 days until vacation.
(and to top it all off, LJ just deleted my whole entry, and i had to type it all again)
i'm also realizing how my inability to do homework is becoming an actual serious problem. i didn't do a minute of homework this weekend. i don't think i remember how to write more than a few seconds at once. i haven't read even a page of hamlet besides what we read in class, and i didn't do the reading questions that were due two thursdays ago. i also haven't been doing the italian reading, which i feel guilty about. it's weird- i feel like i'm really interested in italian but i can't get myself to do our readings. i know it's senior slump, so this stuff doesn't actually matter, but i just feel so crappy when i'm totally behind in all my classes. it makes me really not want to go to class. and i don't even look forward to photo, because my influences assignment sucks ass.
and i have practice at 8 tonight, which is the worst time ever. i can't get myself to do anything worthwhile before practice, and by the time i get back it's after 10pm. (who am i kidding? i can never get myself to do anything productive). and i either have to eat a small dinner at 5:30 or so, or wait until 10 when i get back.
sorry this entry has been intensely whiney. at least there are only 4 days until vacation.
(and to top it all off, LJ just deleted my whole entry, and i had to type it all again)