Dec 23, 2008 01:01
I won't ever be okay.
Depression has run in my families in years, and has resulted in suicides on both sides.
I'm seriously tired of it.
I finally moved out. mom went crazy and said she's been "longing" for the day i moved out, so I packed and moved. Thanks for the push, ma.
I can't get this off my mind:
Apparently on my birthday I read aloud text messages to and from a certain person.
Apparently I made it very obvious that I have feelings for this person.
Apparently, this person made it pretty obvious that he was trying to avoid the subject.
When drunk texting goes bad... fuck. And said person has not texted/called me since. I texted him a week later to see how some event went and got nothing. Bah humbug. It's not like I wanted anything from it. I've kept my feelings for you a secret for however many years now... and I know that even by some weird twist of fate you liked me, nothing would ever be able to happen.
Hey....
someone buy me a ticket to minnesota <3