Thoughts, 04 - 03 - 05
Well, it's always good to end up the day by writing down a few things. It's really wierd writing online though. The thing is, other people can see it! For some reason, I don't like it when other people see what I write or even what I'm reading while I'm reading it. I'm not really sure why, either. Maybe I'm worried about what they'll think. Anyway, it's good to keep up a journal. I kind of miss writing in my old one; it's almost like talking to a friend, and since it doesn't talk back, it ends up being like talking to God. Online though, there's other stuff going on. Subconsciously, I'm probably thinking about who's going to be reading this. Why am I always thinking about that kind of thing? Man, people are so hard to figure out. I mean, if I can't even figure myself out, how hard is it to really get to know anyone else? The exception would probably be my brothers though. Somehow I know what they're thinking every time, even when I haven't seen them for so long. It hit me today about how amazing God is. It's like everything is so intricately made we have to study it for years to make sense of it, but when it does, it works out amazingly - and it's all mathematical too. It reminds me of some verse about it being the glory of God to conceal a matter and the glory of kings to uncover it. I wonder if I should resume my old journal. It would be kind of strange seeing a gap of a couple of weeks after a couple straight months. Maybe it's time to transition over to this one. I guess the question is still who am I writing to? That plagued me before as well; looking over the first week or so that question popped up many times. Anyway, I guess this will have to be dedicated to the world or whoever in it decides to find this. It's rather late, so I guess it's time to wrap up. G'night!