Four years this time around? Damn.
So apparently I used to make post every two years. But its been four years since I last made my post.
Hot damn. Where to start. Mandie and I got divorced four years ago now. Around when I made the last post. Sitting here currently listening to spotify blasting in the kitchen while Mochi cleans herself next to me.
Just got done catching up on the Lord of the Rings show and the new Owl House episode. Luce in the Owl House recorded a journal video and it inspired me to make another post. Seeing how its been more than two years I guess its about time I do so.
Returned from twitch-con about a week ago and had a blast hanging out with friend's that I met over COVID online. Had such a good time. Last post I said I was playing Friday the 13th with Brian. Met up with him and his husband Mike and we went to get Mexican food on the waterfront. Really had a vacation feel to it. Lots of drinking at twitch-con.
Thursday I ran into Chrono out front right as I got to the convention center. We hung out and I eventually got my badge. Paymoneywubby was hanging out and I got a picture with him and Allux.
Friday hung around all day then got that night with Chrono. We followed blonde Bojji and Jesus approached us and told us if we were going to a specific party later. So we did and Wubby was there too! Got to have a shot with him. Was such a good night. We killed time at a bar before going there and they had live music playing and really good food.
Saturday was the day I hung out with Mike and Brian and went to the concert night. Master Chief was dancing it up on stage with a popular musician. I don't remember their name. >_>; Was very entertaining.
Sunday was kind of uneventful as I just walked around trying to see if I missed anything at the con. Then flew home that night and had a rough time trying to make it back to my car. Finally got to my car and got home around 1:30AM.
Besides all that. Let's see. Four years. Jesus fuck. Gonna see what all I can remember between now and then.
After Mandie and I got divorced I met a beautiful girl named Skye. Met her at Sakura-Con. Thought I was ready for a relationship but I was only divorced for about six months by the time I met her. So I pushed her into a relationship and then broke up with her. I felt so fucking bad about it and I still do. Lesson learned and I haven't dated anyone since. I hope she's doing okay. She was really nice and got along well.
I've had crushes on other girls since then, there was one who I was REALLY into. Light is her nickname. I got too clingy and she wasn't ready for anything serious so she wanted to stay friends. Which was probably for the best. We're thankfully still friends. There's been other people that I have crushed on too but they didn't lead anywhere or they weren't interested. Which is okay. I get pretty damn lonely from time to time but it is what it is. Just gives me more time to try and work on myself. I still dream about Mandie every couple of months and I hope she's doing okay. She had a kid since then and I am really happy for her since I know that's what she really wanted.
I eventually want a kid as well but that may never happen, and that's okay.
So many fuckin anime shows and shows in general I am trying to juggle. Owl House, Bleach: Thousand Year War, Chainsaw Man, My Hero Academia, Spy X Family, etc. Spy X Family is one of my favorite anime. Its so fucking good.
Currently working at a pharmaceutical company as a buyer. The company is a fuckin' mess but its chill and it pays the bills. Started bouldering since a friend invited me to try it out and I go ever Wednesday. Its a nice excuse to get out of the house once a week. I do drive to Seattle every now and again for D&D and am playing Pathfinder on Saturday when everyone's schedule aligns. Its nice to try and stay busy.
Besides that I am just going through the motions day after day. Lot of repetitive days which gets tiresome. Its worth it to keep going though for Mochi and for new experiences that I'll have. I have so many amazing friends and keep meeting more and more amazing people. Would be a waste not to spend time with everyone and enjoy life to the fullest. Any time I have those thoughts I just think its unfair to Nicole and to Dad who had their lives stolen from them. Because of stupid ass cancer. I couldn't fucking do it.
Brett couldn't handle things and is no longer with us. I wish I could of hugged him one last time. He was so damn important to me. He changed the way how I play video games. So something I do every day was effected by him, and he's no longer here. Its crazy to think. Watching Bleach I think of him since Ishida was the character he cosplayed. It's rough. Everyone is growing older and we are losing more and more people as time goes on. Loss fucking sucks. Miss you Brett. If there is an afterlife I hope you're having an amazing time. Fuck.
I am so grateful for everyone I have met and the experiences I've had. Looking forward to so many more.
Didn't talk about COVID. So a terrible disease happened called COVID which caused everyone in the world to go into quarantine. Fucking crazy. So I lost my job March 2020. Then didn't find my current job until last June. In 2021. So I got the longest vacation I'll have until I retire. Which was pretty nice. Would of been nice to be in quarantine with a significant other, but shhh. Basically got drunk every weekend and hopped on VR chat on my vr headset and played lots of Final Fantasy XIV. I guess that's all I really have to say about COVID.
Currently playing Splatoon 3, Apex, FFXIV, Overwatch 2, Project Zomboid. People on Overwatch are fucking assholes so we'll see how long I play that for. I do suck so I get why people are frustrated but still. G'damn. Running out of shit I wanna type. Until the next 2-4 years. You're not alone, you'll make it through this. Just take things day by day.
Over and out.
Hot damn. Where to start. Mandie and I got divorced four years ago now. Around when I made the last post. Sitting here currently listening to spotify blasting in the kitchen while Mochi cleans herself next to me.
Just got done catching up on the Lord of the Rings show and the new Owl House episode. Luce in the Owl House recorded a journal video and it inspired me to make another post. Seeing how its been more than two years I guess its about time I do so.
Returned from twitch-con about a week ago and had a blast hanging out with friend's that I met over COVID online. Had such a good time. Last post I said I was playing Friday the 13th with Brian. Met up with him and his husband Mike and we went to get Mexican food on the waterfront. Really had a vacation feel to it. Lots of drinking at twitch-con.
Thursday I ran into Chrono out front right as I got to the convention center. We hung out and I eventually got my badge. Paymoneywubby was hanging out and I got a picture with him and Allux.
Friday hung around all day then got that night with Chrono. We followed blonde Bojji and Jesus approached us and told us if we were going to a specific party later. So we did and Wubby was there too! Got to have a shot with him. Was such a good night. We killed time at a bar before going there and they had live music playing and really good food.
Saturday was the day I hung out with Mike and Brian and went to the concert night. Master Chief was dancing it up on stage with a popular musician. I don't remember their name. >_>; Was very entertaining.
Sunday was kind of uneventful as I just walked around trying to see if I missed anything at the con. Then flew home that night and had a rough time trying to make it back to my car. Finally got to my car and got home around 1:30AM.
Besides all that. Let's see. Four years. Jesus fuck. Gonna see what all I can remember between now and then.
After Mandie and I got divorced I met a beautiful girl named Skye. Met her at Sakura-Con. Thought I was ready for a relationship but I was only divorced for about six months by the time I met her. So I pushed her into a relationship and then broke up with her. I felt so fucking bad about it and I still do. Lesson learned and I haven't dated anyone since. I hope she's doing okay. She was really nice and got along well.
I've had crushes on other girls since then, there was one who I was REALLY into. Light is her nickname. I got too clingy and she wasn't ready for anything serious so she wanted to stay friends. Which was probably for the best. We're thankfully still friends. There's been other people that I have crushed on too but they didn't lead anywhere or they weren't interested. Which is okay. I get pretty damn lonely from time to time but it is what it is. Just gives me more time to try and work on myself. I still dream about Mandie every couple of months and I hope she's doing okay. She had a kid since then and I am really happy for her since I know that's what she really wanted.
I eventually want a kid as well but that may never happen, and that's okay.
So many fuckin anime shows and shows in general I am trying to juggle. Owl House, Bleach: Thousand Year War, Chainsaw Man, My Hero Academia, Spy X Family, etc. Spy X Family is one of my favorite anime. Its so fucking good.
Currently working at a pharmaceutical company as a buyer. The company is a fuckin' mess but its chill and it pays the bills. Started bouldering since a friend invited me to try it out and I go ever Wednesday. Its a nice excuse to get out of the house once a week. I do drive to Seattle every now and again for D&D and am playing Pathfinder on Saturday when everyone's schedule aligns. Its nice to try and stay busy.
Besides that I am just going through the motions day after day. Lot of repetitive days which gets tiresome. Its worth it to keep going though for Mochi and for new experiences that I'll have. I have so many amazing friends and keep meeting more and more amazing people. Would be a waste not to spend time with everyone and enjoy life to the fullest. Any time I have those thoughts I just think its unfair to Nicole and to Dad who had their lives stolen from them. Because of stupid ass cancer. I couldn't fucking do it.
Brett couldn't handle things and is no longer with us. I wish I could of hugged him one last time. He was so damn important to me. He changed the way how I play video games. So something I do every day was effected by him, and he's no longer here. Its crazy to think. Watching Bleach I think of him since Ishida was the character he cosplayed. It's rough. Everyone is growing older and we are losing more and more people as time goes on. Loss fucking sucks. Miss you Brett. If there is an afterlife I hope you're having an amazing time. Fuck.
I am so grateful for everyone I have met and the experiences I've had. Looking forward to so many more.
Didn't talk about COVID. So a terrible disease happened called COVID which caused everyone in the world to go into quarantine. Fucking crazy. So I lost my job March 2020. Then didn't find my current job until last June. In 2021. So I got the longest vacation I'll have until I retire. Which was pretty nice. Would of been nice to be in quarantine with a significant other, but shhh. Basically got drunk every weekend and hopped on VR chat on my vr headset and played lots of Final Fantasy XIV. I guess that's all I really have to say about COVID.
Currently playing Splatoon 3, Apex, FFXIV, Overwatch 2, Project Zomboid. People on Overwatch are fucking assholes so we'll see how long I play that for. I do suck so I get why people are frustrated but still. G'damn. Running out of shit I wanna type. Until the next 2-4 years. You're not alone, you'll make it through this. Just take things day by day.
Over and out.