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right now, at this very moment. i'm doing what any other 20 year old guy would do with 3 girls definitely wanting some of what i gots to offer....i'm at home....alone....instead of out with girls who want the bob....i'm so pathetic....maybe i should get off my butt and actually ask a girl out....maybe throw some game down....yeah right...like that'll happen. i seriously need to grow up and also grow a pair. because i'm sick of this lonely shit. excuse my language, i'm attempting to cut back on the cussing but it's not working out as nice as i'd like. i miss the feeling like i could get any girl i wanted....i miss it a lot. i should have more confidence in myself, but i guess i just don't see what other people see. i'll never understand how i got such awesome friends, or the ability and opportunity to meet new ones. i need to start living, because i'm in a serious rut i might not get out of. i don't come off as lonely or shy, but those are the only emotions i feel at all times of the day. i'm gonna stop typing now, this entry got away from me, i didn't mean to ramble on. shutting up now.