PPPPPPPPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ALL IS POO
cant remember when i last updated but here we go...
xmas was ok, new year too and have had THE BEST 3 weeks at home with Andrew. I am so happy with pj that it's sickening! but the time came on tues to say goodbye as he had to go back to uni on the train and me to head off to latvia yesterday to wait for my train to moscow tomorrow. its all poo as i cant get any credit for my phone in latvia which means that pj cant ring me or text me and vice versa which is double poo. ive seen riga before and im too sad to go and look at museums etc. its poo having to sit in restaurants and bars on your own and its all triple poo
if there was someone else here i knew then at least that would take my mind off it all and we could do something but there isnt and im here until 6pm tomorrow night with nothing much to do. ARGH
i want a hug and i want someone to talk to. rargh.
all in all not a very happy bob and its going to be at least 4 months until i can see andrew and even then it will be for a week at the most, so 6 months until i can see him properly.
ARGH!
so while i am so happy that i have a gorgeous caring man who loves me, i cant be with him for 6 months, and while i have waited 12 years to be living over here doing what i want to be doing it is a bitter sweet feeling.
i guess i should be optomistic and say that absence makes the heart grow fonder and it makes me appriciate what i have - but then again my timing always sucks...i can only hope that this will make our relationship stronger when we are back together.
sorry for the horribly sickening rant i just had to vent there. i know i should be feeling lucky for what i have and for the man i have but its hard being so far away.
grrr
on the other hand Moscow is so cool. i can get you here and back again for less than 100 quid so COME SEE ME!!!! your own personal, free guide to moscow! what more could you want?!
Miss Bob xxx
cant remember when i last updated but here we go...
xmas was ok, new year too and have had THE BEST 3 weeks at home with Andrew. I am so happy with pj that it's sickening! but the time came on tues to say goodbye as he had to go back to uni on the train and me to head off to latvia yesterday to wait for my train to moscow tomorrow. its all poo as i cant get any credit for my phone in latvia which means that pj cant ring me or text me and vice versa which is double poo. ive seen riga before and im too sad to go and look at museums etc. its poo having to sit in restaurants and bars on your own and its all triple poo
if there was someone else here i knew then at least that would take my mind off it all and we could do something but there isnt and im here until 6pm tomorrow night with nothing much to do. ARGH
i want a hug and i want someone to talk to. rargh.
all in all not a very happy bob and its going to be at least 4 months until i can see andrew and even then it will be for a week at the most, so 6 months until i can see him properly.
ARGH!
so while i am so happy that i have a gorgeous caring man who loves me, i cant be with him for 6 months, and while i have waited 12 years to be living over here doing what i want to be doing it is a bitter sweet feeling.
i guess i should be optomistic and say that absence makes the heart grow fonder and it makes me appriciate what i have - but then again my timing always sucks...i can only hope that this will make our relationship stronger when we are back together.
sorry for the horribly sickening rant i just had to vent there. i know i should be feeling lucky for what i have and for the man i have but its hard being so far away.
grrr
on the other hand Moscow is so cool. i can get you here and back again for less than 100 quid so COME SEE ME!!!! your own personal, free guide to moscow! what more could you want?!
Miss Bob xxx