Moments Of Idiocy
On Monday, I gave my boss a “revised” work schedule for this trimester. That meant that I could work on Thursday. On Tuesday, I said I needed to make “minor tinkerings” to it, and I canceled out Thursday because I had soccer games on Thursday. Today, Wednesday, I realized that this week’s game is on Sunday so I can make it to work on Thursday this week.
I feel bad that I keep changing this particular day but…I do want to work. I’m not toying with him. If I didn’t have soccer, I really want to work.
I don’t know, I’m so worried he thinks I’m joking and calls me up and tells me I’m fired. I’m hating myself at the moment.
Please don’t fire me. I hope that working with me the last few months actually shows you I want to work. I just have moments where my brain is in my ass, so please overlook it this time.
I told my parents what happened and they said that looking from an employer’s perspective, they would have fired me because I’m a casual worker and they don’t need a very skilled person to do my job. I’m so worried now. I really love this job, it’s probably the first time that I’m comfortable where I am.
And as I said above, please overlook my mistake this time. I feel incredibly incredibly bad, and I’m so sorry about this. I promise to try and avoid moments of idiocy like this in the future.
First posted at Teacup.