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all I want to do is cry
and I hate feeling this way
Today I hung out with Carter. It was great. I think we are going to get married-regardless of if he is not aware of this fact.
Then I met Eryn. The fact that it was online matters not. Why? Because we met. That's why.
Now I am tired, and I get to sleep on the couch again.
But Carter is calling me, so I am going outside.
I really need to shave my freaking legs.
Even Sara said so.