Aug 25, 2004 16:39
Sometimes I wish I wasn't so strong. Strong. If that's even the word for it. I wish I could let down my guards and cry. But only sometimes I can. Twice today, twice I've wanted to cry. To let everything out, but I can't won't.
Crying Case #1
Brad called me around 12. We talked about some stuff. Even out of hurt, frustration, confusion, anger, and just about every other negative thing, I couldn't find it within myself to cry. AHHHHHHH
Crying Case #2
Sara just left my house. She found out she is moving to Utah tomorrow. Oh my god. If there was ever a time to cry, now is it.
I am retarded.
Ok, this was supposed to me a much more detail filled and interesting post, but I think I have a sinus infection and I am really dizzy. So the end.