Sep 11, 2005 20:48
ok so most of you know that i like trent, mostly cuz thats all i ever talk about. so i cant tell him that i like him, yet ive liked him for a while. i want to tell him so badly that i want to be with him but i cant even call him. i want to tell him in person but i rarely see him, and when i did last friday i chickened out. so we're friends, we get along and have hung out a couple of times, gone to concerts and such. jess lewis is in the middle of it all, playing a game of "he says/she says" and im tired of it. she told me this summer that he liked me and she told him that i liked him. ive never heard him say that he liked me or even hint at it really. but then again, neither have i, im just too shy, or cowardly. i dont want to get shot down by a sophmore. maybe i should just forget about him and move on cuz im pretty sure it wouldnt last. but i cant. god dammit! if i dont tell him soon, i think i might explode, or implode, whatevers worse. so anybody have words of advice for me? ask around.